you and i were made to get love. ♥

Loved my weekend

2010-02-21T22:48:00.003+08:00

Last Monday went to Eileen's house for her open house. Si ching and Glenn picked me up, thank you Si Ching (: You better had enjoyed that milo ais! Went to club 9 to play pool first and someone has bad luck heehee. Poor Eileen, she told everyone that she has an open house/farewell so everyone just assumed it was at night but it was actually only supposed to be in the afternoon hahaha but some of us still went over anyway. Was shocked to enter a room with around 10 LITTLE kids playing blackjack with bunches of RM1's on the floor, with no parental supervision. So chun, lol. Hmm I won RM1 from blackjack lol. After that Yee Sam, his gf, Si ching, Glenn, Lam Shein and me went to Rainforest for a drink. RM20 gone. Byee Eileen, have fun in Aussie ):

Tuesday was Terence's treat to us (: We both went to Cold storage in Subang Parade in the morning and he was restraining me from buying my snacks. I swear I CANNOT enter a grocery store alone. That day, I spent RM150 on my snacks. ): So after picking up the ingredients, it was cooking time back at my place! Okay fine, I was watching and helping ABIT. Nadine, Anir and Safia eventually came and the food was yummmy. Bacon fettucini, one pork and one beef hehe. And mashed potatoes and nacho's! Then Terence and Nadine had to go back so me, Anir and Safia hanged out at ac and Nelson met up with us. Then Safia went back and continued playing pool with the boys. Then they came over to eat the leftovers which was still delicious and Anir went home. Me and Nel caught up and then he went to FTZ to meet up with Khairi, Mas and Faris while I went to play pool with my cousin Carmen. She and Serena wanted to go to G6 but I wasn't in the mood to club, so I met up with the boys at FTZ and played COD4 and CS. A joyride, then Canai Cafe then Mas's house for football on tv and burnout on the ps2! *takedownn* Finally got home around 6am.

Thursday night Zhiji, Reuben, Villi and I went over to Siew Lee's house to gamble. So did his sis and bro. Lost Rm10 in blackjack ): Rekha and Nelson picked me up at her house and talk like mad in Carlos. Did not know that the shisha is Rm10 only and is pretty good too! Bianca and her friend managed to find their way there and we gambled again cause I was determined to win my money back. My first time being chongker resulted in me winning a few ringgit and owing Nelson RM28 FML! I told him it wasn't over yet cause we would still be gambling in Winston's house for his cny open house the next day.

Stayed up with them till 3.30am and slept around 5am so yeap, a two hour nap before college starts on Friday. Pretty useless to have gone since more than half of the class didn't come. Though it was nice catching up with Yee Wen during break and then playing pool and foos as usual. Terence and Safia came over to ac after my class finished at 1pm and it was nice laughing away with them (: Then played pool with them and Su Kim while waiting for Amanda to finish her class. Said byeeee to Su Kim and Winston dropped all of us off at my house for me and Amanda to shower and to meet up with Nadine. Nelson & Khairi finally came and the two cars were off to pick up Rekha then to Winston's house. His house has furniture this time and his house was just beautiful. Owh and that sweetie cancelled off my debt of RM28 at the party. Thanks Nelson! Though after that I won RM48 from Winston's brother's friends 0:) Luck was DAMN good that night, epic! And I can't remember how much I won from playing with Michael, Glenn, Joanne and Ti Kian. Arrgh I missed the gangbang since I was busy gambling ):

After Winston's house was MOS with Zhiji, Reuben and Siew Lee. They paid for the bottle while I was a cheapskate. Awwww, thank you so much! I still feel bad about it :/

Saturday Pardeep called me and woke me up. FINALLY got to see him for awhile before he goes back to Melbourne. Played foos with him at ac and for a guy that hasn't played for 5months, still effing good at challenging people and WINNING more than once right! He's probably in the plane now. Bye korkor ):

Ate like a pig when I got back home and slept again. Then Chen Ji woke me up lol. He came over for awhile and we just catched up (: You better call me when your in Subang ok! Then Safia came over for Mas and the boys to pick us up. Thank you Mas (: Off to Nelson's house for his birthday party!

Played Soul Caliber on the ps3 and I rocked it, since I played it once before in Akram's house haha! Had to admit I spammed alot cause I forgot about the usage of the O button LOL. Ate good curry too (: Ahh was a good night la, other than losing my winnings from Winston's house to Anir, Rekha, Terence and Imran in blackjack ): I don't wanna be chongker no more! Walked around the neighbourhood from time to time and freaking hilarious when Samuel rang the doorbells of random houses and we ran like fucktards. But I thought you didn't care, REKHA? ((: HAHAHHA! Everyone went back home soon enough and Anir, Terence, Faris and me slept over. Gotta say, Terence sucks balls in playing the frog game. One frog, fell in the water, then FLOOP la aiyo! I bet I said it already in my blog but I'll say it again, best drinking game ever! Played indian poker too, freaking mind-fucking game!! Juggermeister and bacardi apple, ftw!! We only slept at 6, 7am.

Nelson sent me home around 3pm in the afternoon and I ate my cereal eventhough we ate at his place just now and I slept like a pig again. After two nights of drinking it's good to finally chill at home. But, I didn't do my college work. Again. Crap!

And Happy Chinese New year, everyone!

And Happy birthday to Faris and Nelson! (:

What will it take to make or break this hint of love? So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?

2010-02-05T00:28:00.001+08:00

The Saltwater Room - Owl City

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay on the shore
Staring up at the stars that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold

So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently
Before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground

All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue, farewell with your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time, only time

Can you believe that the crew has gone?
And they wouldn't let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep
And I can hardly relax or even oversleep

When I feel warm with your hand in mine
When we walk along the shoreline
I guess we'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
Yeah, all the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
Only time, only time

When we're apart what ever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we're apart what ever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, oh, all the time

2010-02-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

30Jan2010 was a darn good day!

Waiting for the awesome pics from Nadine!

First Terence came over in the morning and we made a delicious breakfast (well, delicious ONLY to us)

bread, butter, cheese, tuna, cheese, ruffles, blueberry jam, bread. or was it bread, butter, tuna, cheese, ruffles, cheese, blueberry jam?

Then we toasted it up and had orgasms in our mouths. Oh and he sucked my dick & HE jizzed on me. HAHAHHA hope future katherine remembers this inside joke when she re-reads this post (:

Rekha and Nelson picked us up, then we picked Anir and Samuel from the bus station in Kelana Jaya. Met up with Safia and Amanda and off to Carls Jr. Shared the double western bacon cheeseburger and oreo shake with Terence and the chilli fries thing with everyone. Rizki met up with us in Carls Jr. After eating, went to play BASEBALL hahaha! Quite fun la (: Then met up with Nadine and Amanda and Rizki went back, and the rest of us off to her church for the BBQ. The things we do for church. We managed to fit 8 people in a 5 seating car. Thankgod we are all skinny and awesome (haha!)

Omygawd I just felt so damn guilty in church. For those that don't know, I was born Christian and I used to go to church when I was young but that was it. I didn't really get the whole Christian knowledge thing and I found it hard to believe how the Bible were God's words. Aren't the words by just a human being, like you and me? So does it mean we're following the words of another human being? Anyways, whenever I answered to someone that I was Christian I would always feel kinda bad. I always said I wasn't a good Christian since I don't know nor understand anything about my own religion and the fact that I don't go to church or pray. So it took me some time but few years ago I finally found out what was I exactly. Agnostic. Try googling it, pretty interesting stuff (: But the meaning to the term for today is basically we believe in some sort of higher power & heaven and hell but that's it.

So after the BBQ and running arnd and laughing our asses off, squashed back into the car and Anir and I actually managed to direct everyone to Rasta, dang we rock! After chilling and shisha-ing, dropped everyone one by one and even that was just fun, hey anything is fun with awesome music in the car! The pics we took that day were friggin memorable, so yeah, definitely blogworthy!!

And just got back from hokkien mee session with Anir, Terence, Nadine and Nelson at 222. The car ride took awhile and I was damn beat from college and at ac from 2-8pm and I was sick and I didn't get to go home and shower and I had to go under the rain but it was worth it! Rekha, BOOOO! Next time okay! Still left, bakuteh, seafood, indian and crab session. And another hokkien mee session cause I prefer my hokkien mee place (:

Because I care,

2010-02-02T02:29:00.007+08:00

The 'I'm way hotter though' part is SERIOUSLY just a joke. Whoever thinks that they're hotter or on the same level of hot-ness with Megan Fox is crazy.

But VOTING for KATHERINE is NOT a joke, so Taylors A Levels Students of June'09 & Jan'10 intake, vote for your future head of sub-com!!

Actually I would love to help those in Haiti and I do love my pillows but all those in fb should know this is a joke towards the recent spamming on our profiles.

But VOTING for KATHERINE is NOT a joke, so Taylors A Levels Students of June'09 & Jan'10 intake, vote for your future head of sub-com!!

STUDENTS OF TAYLOR'S COLLEGE, SUBANG JAYA CAMPUS.

PLEASE VOTE:

KATHERINE LIM FOR HEAD OF SUB-COM

LIEW SHER-MAINE FOR TREASURER

TAN ZHIJIAN FOR PRESIDENT

pleaseee (:

______________________________________________________

'goodbye, my lover.

goodbye, my friend.'

NO, I can't accept this. It hurts to talk to you now and it hurts not to talk to you as well. But I'll wait, if that's what you want. And I'll try from time to time, cause that's what I want. It hurts, but at least it shows you still exist. Nothing I say nor do now, will show you that I did love, that I know love. I was actually in the same position as you a few years ago, and it took me a long time to figure it out, that he did. I just hope it doesn't take you as long as it took me. I still want you in my life, I still want to hear your voice.

Yeah, I might not know love. Cause heck, let's face it, I'm just a teenager. Maybe it would feel unimaginably more next time, maybe it would hurt incredibly more next time but for now, this is it. This is what I call love.

So yeah. Keep telling yourself, your friends, my friends and me but don't act like you know it as well cause in the inside we're all kinda clueless. I've gone through so much more than you but I don't want to say I know love more than you. And you can't dare say to me that I don't know. I don't have to explain myself.

At least I'm sorry for breaking your heart. But today, you didn't seem sorry for breaking mine. Cruel words he said.

Sorry then, that I can stick mine back faster, experience thought me this.

And I will try, to fix you.

2010-01-25T23:05:00.004+08:00

From Phy, Chem, Bio, Maths to Law, Econs, Sociology, Maths.

Even though I've already made my decision. It still doesn't feel right. But I know that if I stayed in Sciences, it still wouldn't feel right. Nothing would please me. And I'm sick of the thinking. Why do I have to decide my future NOW. Why do most people already know what they want to do with their lives except me. I don't see myself working as anything. Maybe I just shouldn't work, marry a rich husband and just takecare of my 2 adorable kids.

& I got my O level results back today.

1A*(Physics), 3A (Bio, Eng, Maths), 3B (Business, Chem, Addmaths).

Yeah, I guess I should be happy. I mean, atleast it's decent enough to post it on the blog right? But, my goal was to get 5A's, 2B's atleast. Got a B for business, dammit. But don't worry, I'm okay. Like I keep telling everyone, you got straight A's or 5 C's, you still get to be in college, so really, it doesn't matter.

And I should be really proud actually. EVERYONE has tuition except me (if you don't then sorry, and you should be proud like me then). And my grades are slightly similar or even better than those with tuition. I wouldn't say that I was as hardworking as the rest during the whole 2years and exam period and I have to admit, I went out ALOT. And I didn't even pay attention AT ALL for Addmaths during Form5. I just couldn't understand what he was saying so I just slacked and slept in Addmaths. No tuition teacher as well obviously. Just asking my friends and doing it myself. And I got a B. Quite remarkable I think. Yeap, I feel better already! (:

&, the video on fb posted by Rekha was just too beautiful. I just had to post the lyrics up.

Fix you by Coldplay.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

I hope you would find out in time, before it's too late... how much I really did love you.

College :D

2010-01-14T22:49:00.004+08:00

Today was the thrid day of college. So far so good actually (:

But my timetable is abit sad, only one hour break. But thankgod wed and thurs college finishes at 3pm while mon and tues is 4pm, fri is 1pm ofcourse. Everyday class starts at 8am.

And OHSHIT I was 40mins late for my first class this morning, Physics.

Me: I'm so sorry! So so sorry!

Miss: It's okay, were you the one that raised her hand yesterday?

Me: Haha, yeahh.

Miss: Next time wake up earlier okay?

Yesterday she asked who has a problem with punctuality and so I raised my hand. Never thought that I would be late, and THAT late, the very next day ><

So far have been going to AC after college, foos is love (:

And yayy, there was this talk instead of class so me and Zhi Lynn skipped, so we were out of college at 2pm instead of 3pm. Thought her how to foos ((:

Oh and how was my orientation and 2nd day? As usual la, ice breaker games and intros on the first day, second day MORE intros and meeting the teachers. Today, lessons finally started and so far so good, FOR NOW!

I need to go to the bookshop to buy my college stuff T___T

And WHERE THE HECK IS MY L. ZZZZ,

But OHEMGEE, I was walking back home in the rain yesterday, and I found RM10 on the road, sweeeet!

babyyyy, I'll make you breakfast in the morning okay? Hope you like cereal :D

For once I will upload pics and not blog about my outings (:

2010-01-08T20:28:00.005+08:00

I MISS STUDYING, AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE A DORK WITH MY NEW GLASSES that I forgot to mention on the blog (:

Meet Garbagemond, I love him (:

Figured out yesterday how to transfer pics from my phone so yeah, from long ago.

Haihhh, I want my new study table that I've been trying to get by making a trip to Ikano but its kinda hard since I have to WAIT for my driving instructor to process the L then ONLY from there wait ONE whole month till I can do my test to get my license so now there is no point to do my 3rd lesson now since I have oh so much time and I might just forget everything.

The cupcakes that Qiqi baked for me, delicious.

Missing someone and can't wait to see that someone (:

2010-01-02T17:05:00.005+08:00

Wow, things have been... crazily hectic. How do I even begin this recap?

Happy New Year and goodbye 2009 and HELLO 2010.

Gosh, 2009.. alot of things happened in this year. Things really changed for me in 2009. I was always thinking, what exactly was I doing a year ago. Shit, things were really different for me (:

2009 was really freaking memorable, and I have no regrets! Hoping for 2010 to somehow be an even better year. And how can it not? Cause baby, its college year for us!

Yes, its done. I am a registered student of Taylor's University College. My dream college! Yeah, my mom laughed when I told her that but seriously, since I was a little girl in primary school, I would always envy those people in their non-uniforms walking to college with their friends and laughing, looking as if they have not a care in the world. How time really flies, I seriously thought I would never get this far in life, but here I am. Alive and well and happy and in great company. Yeah global warming got worst, more people are going mentally sick in the head and are finding new ways to kill people, the economy is sucking ass, little kids are starving while more stupid celebrities are spending frivolously on stupid things they don't even need, technology is growing so fast that it is possible for robots to actually take over the world and face it the world is dying pretty soon, give or take a few decades. But yeah, you always gotta look at the brighter side of things (:

A-Levels: Maths, Bio, Physics, Chem = DEATH

Yeappp, thaaat's me! The idiot that took these subs in A levels even though she doesn't have the ambition to be a doctor but just took it because she doesn't know what else to take. I have two weeks to make up my mind about staying in these subs or changing it if not Taylor's won't give my money back =.=

And wow, I just realised. I'm SUPPOSED to be reporting for duty now but nope! Officially deferred from National Service (:

Ohyeah! Thailand was SHOPPING HEAVEN. I have conquered the whole Platinum shopping mall and the streets of Pataya ( I think that's what it's called). Nope, no tourism sites and drinking snake blood wine in the morning! Maybe next time with the friends, but the lack of shopping here in KL because everything is just too exp really called for the shopping I did in Thailand. Pleaseeee let it be a yearly thing for I would love to do all my shopping in Thailand !!

What else have I been up to... It's kinda hard to blog about what happened a month ago ><

MY BIRTHDAY! OMG YEAHHH !! So, it WAS NOT a party okay? I didn't throw a party because I was not in the mood to have a bazillion people in the house, and this group of people wouldn't know this group of people and then I would have to worry about food and drinks so NO I didn't throw a party but I did have a gathering. I invited 3 groups of friends whom knew a few people from another group and could mix around and stay out late at night and drink and it was pot luck, everyone had to bring something to my house.

Everyone came on Dec 6 and we talked, laughed, drink, sang and I got my birthday song and birthday cake at 12am. I was too over-joyed for words, friends gathering to sing you your birthday song, and all the birthday wishes on sms and facebook and the ones that tried to call me at 12am to wish me. THANK YOU EVERYONE. I love birthdays !

And thanks to Richmond, for buying me my birthday cake, and for attempting to surprise me with it, sorry I opened the fridge. But I already suspected you got me a cake so don't feel too bad! And thanks to Nelson, Terence and Anir for making pizza but I so-called ruin it but hey, pizza that taste like pan mee, not a bad job I say! And thanks for the cake Nelson baked(which tasted like there was an orgasm in my mouth YUMMY), thanks man for actually baking for me!!!! And for the DELICIOUS belgian choc that Terence got for me that says happy birthday! I finally ate al of it on Xmas day hehe! And thanks to Nadine and Safia for the PRETTY, big box, inside with a photoframe of the three of us at graduation (T____T) and a cute top from kitschen. Thanks to Reuben, Zhiji and Siew Lee for getting us MATCHING anklets (mine's purple!), what a sweet thought ! Till now all of us are wearing it. And thanks to Villi for the cute bear phone strap which my mom wanted for herself but don't worry! I said no (: And thanks to Zhi Lynn for the effing nice bracelet which is not really a bracelet. I love it! And for handmaking the package thingy hahaha. Did I forget anyone else? If I have I'm sorry, you know my memory sucks. Yeah, I know I didn't get much presents this year but REALLY, I wasn't even expecting any! I kinda forgot presents came with birthdays so it was nice to get this many actually. And that they weren't just store-bought and chosen without care, but these people actually took the time and gave it thought into giving these to me. I would choose a gift you took 100minutes to complete rather than a gift that cost rm100. It really is the thought that counts and I'm not just saying it.

So everyone went back home except for Danial, Anir and Terence who were sleeping over. Went to Canai Cafe and the shisha was about to close but told the shisha guy it was my birthday and I got my shisha and maggi mee goreng yayy! And instead of sleeping, Terence and me stayed up talking for 3 hours and like we told Anir in the morning, no we didn't think it was a heart to heart talk cause that would involve our problems and ambitions and shit so nope it wasnt :D So he had to leave at 10am, so I finally took my short nap then Azaidi came so the three of us went to watch Ninja Assasin in Summit, back to the house to drink and talk, went to Canai to eat, talked more in the car outside and they dropped me home. Then, ermm.. I played in the rain abit and took the time to sit back, watch and hear the rain. Then I made sure to finish listen to Empty Apartment and Only One by Yellowcard, Here (in your arms) by Hellogoodbye, The Reason by Hoobastank and Bitter Heart by Zee Avi before taking off my dirty wet clothes and taking a nice warm shower (:

Next day ofcourse, was Fong Zhi Lynn's birthday !! Met up in Pyramid and I surprised her from the back when she was coming out of the cinema, screamed Happy birthday at the top of my lungs, was so surprised till she fell on the floor and I was standing there laughing my ass off.. infront of everyone (: We drank those huge ice milk tea things they have for people celebrating their birthdays and sad to say, we didn't finish it ><

Hmm then there was Ashwin's surprise birthday at Chili's in Bangsar Shopping Centre. I got there late cause the night before went to Genting with Villi, Zhiji, Reuben and Siew Lee at 4am and how was I to know I would sleep for that long and that my mom would then be unable to send me last minute ): So I rushed like superwoman and took a cab down to Bangsar. Had JUST missed them yell surprise but atleast I wasn't as late as I thought I was ><>

And I went to Langkawi!! With Zhiji, Siew Lee and Reuben. My butt has recovered from sitting on the bus for 7 hours back and forth, don't forget the jetty ride! But it was worth it. The hotel was beautiful for what we paid, really wasn't expecting that! And the beach at night, with the stars, uncountable stars zomfghexwtfbbqsosssss. BEE-U-TI-FUL. Listened to my ipod laying down on the matt with good company next to you staring at the stars. AGAIN I say! Soon, with Rekha and the gang in late january! ;D Gosh I really would love to go to Langkawi again. Ooohh, I took a nap by the beach.. and when I woke up, it felt as if I woke up in a dream, with the beautiful scenery and the sun almost setting, and the three of them across from me talking to themselves and the wind and sand in my hair. Yeah, it's nice to take a nap at the beach. And the choc and drinks there.. Yeah Siew Lee has her chocs and I have my drinks... cheap cheap drinks !!!

Hmm what else? OhYEA. PROM !!!!!!!!!!!!

"when i first saw her, i thought i'd seen an angel, my eyes were so blinded, i couldn't look straight. "

My prom date was Richmond ((: According to Nadine, he looked like a chrysanthemum flower that night but what the eff, I wouldn't ask anyone else to be my date (: And everything I wore that night was from Thailand other than the flower pin Siew Lee borrowed me, thanks! I was all white, with a tan from Langkawi. Prom was awesome, I really had alot of fun. The MC's were funny as hell and I danced non-stop as soon as the dance floor opened! And me and Mabel gave a lap dance to Terence and Anir infront of everyone! Don't worry, we received lap dances too hahahaa! I got to slow dance with Richmond too :D I HAD FUN AT MY PROM WEEEEE!! Love my friends, love life yeah !

Played foos and chilled at the bar in Renaissance Hotel for awhile which was where the prom was held, and the rest couldn't make it so me, Nadine, Nelson, Anir, Terence, Suhail and Faris went to put our stuff at Sheraton Hotel (thanks Nel!) and off to Heritage Row which was right beside Sheraton! Went to Maison, drink what was left of the bottle as everyone was already kong or half kong cause they left prom arnd 11pm while we reached at 1.30am, danced till 3am, ate at the mamak with everyone then went back to the hotel where it was another session of talking with Terence, though this time I got a full body massage :D Everyone was missing for awhile but they came back then talked till 7am I think? Slept till the idiots woke me up at an ungodly hour of 10am, no idea why -.- Showered, breakfast at mamak and took the LRT and KTM back. SOOO motivated to get my license FAST! Thankgod the Undang place called my mom saying there was an opening to do the Undang, so went back home and PASSED my undang!! YEAHH!! The first two times in English fail, but the third time took it in BM and I passed!

Already did my second seminar, and already took my first driving lesson! I am LUCKY to have my driving instructor, cause he's a really cool guy! I see everyone hating theirs and because of that they feel nervous driving so its nice to have a guy I can talk to and he doesn't scold me but teach me when I make mistakes. Shit, when he was outside my house, he already wanted me to be in the drivers seat but I told him that can he atleast get out of my neighbourhood cause there was this pretty narrow turning at the longkang's that I didn't want to drive at but he told me not to worry and just do it. He was directing me here and there and I didn't even realise but before I knew it, I was driving on the Federal Highway!!!! Ohmygodddd. He didn't even give me any warning =.= So I drove to Kelana Jaya and did the 3 point turns and all and then he drove me back. Can't wait for my next lesson :D

OHYEAH! Christmas!! Christmas eve was at MOS with Wai Keat, Azaidi, Mutalib, Akram, Zhiji, Reuben and Siew Lee. I had a great time :D Christmas day with Si Ching and Hendrich at Rack's, dinner with mom and bro at TGIF's in Parade and at night the boys picked me up and went to AC to foos again, and Serena picked me up to go to G6 in Gardens. Nice place to drink and chill, then dance with your friends cause the music is awesome.

OHH and New Years!! New years eve was at Al's in Heritage Row with Qiqi, Azaidi and Mutalib. The night before at Mist to get some free drinks then at Space with Azaidi, Zhiji, Reuben, Siew Lee, Anir and Nadine. And finally got to see daddy Timothy on New year! Thanks for letting your two daughters crash at your house for awhile. OWH And Richmond called me at 12am on the dot all the way from Hong Kong! <3

Hmm what else has been up? Oh Jan 1 was spent eating pizza and watching Planet 51 at Siew Lee's :D Other than the normal hangouts like watching movies, foos and pool at Rack's and AC, coming over to my house and yum cha sessions and sleepovers and such guess that's it.

Or maybe I'm forgetting something? :S

Ohmygod this post took 2hours++ to complete, and I'm busy discussing tonight's plans!

Ciaoo!

I'll pile up the dreams that I thought could not be fulfilled without throwing them away,

and become the foundation stone for the dreams that stands at the peak of absurd and reckless.

Grab on to my hand, would you like to see it together?

By no means its easy, but its the best kind of world.

Happy new year! (:

Notice the whole post consists of (: ? Well, maybe cause those memories make me (:

love

2009-11-29T03:37:00.004+08:00

This is what I get. I give this another chance and look what I get left with.

I said fine, I'll give this another try. and I'm starting to remember why I gave up in the first place.

Bullshit. All this. Yeah it might feel good for awhile, but ultimately? I don't know anymore.

Ofcourse I believe in it. Ofcourse I do. But should I really right now?

I turn to you for comfort, hoping for a laugh or two. It was all rather funny actually, from the beginning. But heck I felt like it, what's the worst that could happen.

Shit happens when you least expect it.

So this is what I get, when I let down my guard, cause I thought that was alright, and that was what's best. No more, I just have to believe in myself right? Why am I putting up with all this shit?

I was just waiting, seriously I was, quite patiently I think. For another reason to hold on. I want to get that feeling back, that feeling, to know, it's all worth it.

I always have to watch my back huh? There WON'T be anyone to catch me when I fall.

This is a reminder to myself.

It might seem like they care, and yeah sometimes they might catch you. But then again, they might just drop you again. Remember alright babe? To not let anyone break down your walls again. Embrace this feeling, because you've experienced this enough. You gave it another try but it hurts worst now that you did right? If noone can deal with it, fuck them okay? You're here to protect yourself and they should understand. It might seem like they care, and they might have genuinely. But it'll run out, sooner or later. Always does.

I'm not gonna promise myself, cause I won't be able to completely control my feelings, but for now I'll try my best to remain this way. Until someone else fools me again I guess.

Fuck, its hard to blog your heart out and say what you wanna say when it aint private. I need to get myself a private blog, hopefully I won't need to anymore though after this.

So much I'm feeling, but never was that good at pouring my heart out..

for now, FML.

But I'll still wait. Yeap, there are cracks but I'm waiting for some cellophane tape. You're still in there, somewhere. The you that made me smile. The you that makes me cry. No, not cry in the bad way, thats you right now. The you that made me cry, cause I just missed you too much and the thought of you makes me weak, in the good way. Not weak right now, in the pathetic way.

Anyone feeling sorry for me? Please don't. I've learned and I know, how to get back up on my feet. Ramblings of the pms me, so excuse me (:

Yeah, I know when I'm PMS-ing. LOL! See, I'm feeling better already!

Sorry folks, gonna resume my korean movie and drift to slumber.

Thailand boys here I come ;D

A little piece of heaven.

2009-11-29T01:25:00.003+08:00

Leaving to Bangkok, Thailand tomorrow morning !

Hope I'm all packed, mom told me not to bring too many things so that we can fill our luggage with all the cheap clothes & stuff we're gonna get! Shopping mode ready to ON.

I hate shopping, cause there's the walking around just to look at nice stuff that I would wanna get but just do not have the money for it. But since its Thailand, I am going to LOVE shopping! Do not disappoint me!

And, I pierced my upper ear already! And it DID NOT hurt when I pierced it =D And it DID NOT hurt for the few days! But TODAY it hurts! -.- Yeah, it's swollen now ): Just when I thought I would be one of the lucky bastards lol. But this still aint stopping my dream of getting 6 or so piercings on my whole right ear ;D

Hoping for all plans in December to work out beautifully.

You had my heart, atleast for the most part.

Cause everybody's gotta die sometime.

We fell apart, let's make a new start,

Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,

But baby don't cry.

I gotta make up for what I've done,

Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven,

While you burned in hell, no peace forever.

Cause I really always knew that my little crime,

would be cold thats why i got a heater for your thighs.

And I know its not your time,

but BYE BYE!

So kiss me and smile for me,

Tell me that you'll wait for me,

Hold me like you'll never let me go.

I'm leaving on a jet plane.

There's so many times I've let you down,

So many times I've played around,

I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.

Every place I go, I'll think of you.

Every song I sing, I'll sing for you.

So kiss me and smile for me.

Brown eyed girl

2009-11-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, let me try to remember.

Was finally over with the shitty SPM BM exam on Monday. The most stress exam I ever took ironically. Glad to get that over with. Then off to the salon to DYE my hair! I think it turned out alright, eventhough I really wished it was brighter :/ Ohyes, it's light brown. The color that I wanted since I was 12. Was quite close to dyeing purple, but I get enough people judging me as it is.

Can't remember what happened on Tues and Wed, think I went to Rack Cafe to foos and watched movies with Qiqi.

Thursday was Amanda's house with the schoolmates. It was an adventure before we got to Amanda's house I tell you (inside joke). Mom picked Nadine up from her place to send us to Rekha's. 3 of us and Nelson hanged out at her room then went to the mamak nearby to eat with Nadine driving Rekha's mom's very first car and I swear I thought I was going to die back and forth.

Chilled at her house for awhile then Rekha's mom sent us to Sri Melur and chilled for awhile for Winston to pick us up. Quick trip back to Nadine's house to grab the measuring cup and her handphone. Took awhile to finally get to Amanda's house and they all already started watching The Orphan. Hell of a good movie with great actors and a great story line and twist, don't forget the sound effects. Waited for the boys to go and buy the rest of the ingredients then we all started baking our cupcakes which in the end became muffins and while that Nelson made his caramel which is YUMMY when its hot, not cold and hard! Eventhough that's what it's supposed to be eaten as. All of us then jumped in the pool! Except Safia ):

Played catching and marcopolo like the little kids we were while coming out to eat the deelish caramel and muffins. Got to night quite fast so we all showered and chilled till Amanda's mom bought us back dinner, so nice (: Then her mom dropped me back home, the girls at Nadine's house and the boys at Subang Parade to grab the taxi. Thank you Amanda and Amanda's mom (:

Friday was Helo Bali with Zhiji, Reuben, Siew Lee and Leona. Vodka, tequila shot and beer for me! In the end didn't go to Maison, sorry Siewlee haha! Went to Racks to foos then Canai Cafe to eat our indomee, capati and shisha. Got back home around 4.30 or 5am I think.

Sat was a night out with my mommy! Love spending time with her when we can (: Went to state to eat the famous duck rice that I lovee! Satisfied! Then to Digital World to try out the laptop that I want to get. I HATE Digital World and hope I will never have to go back there ever again. Then we went to Mid Valley, hoping to watch The Fourth Kind but apparently the stupid Star Newspaper printed the showtimes wrongly. So instead of movie, we went to eat apple crumble and enjoy our drinks at Delicious. Hot chocolate with marshmallows for me (: Me and mommy have been having these talks about how we bloody hate people that judge us on our looks. I'm kinda affected about it, wish I could be more like my mom and not give a rat's ass!

Sunday, Safia and Nadine came over!! Thankgod they decided to stay in my house instead of going shopping at Pyramid. Pigged out on snacks (okay fine, just me) and watched The Proposal and Sex In The City in my room. Thanks for the company girls (:

Today, I got a surprise. It was supposed to be just me and Azaidi playing badminton at Holiday Villa then I was glad to hear Danial was coming since I haven't seen him in ages! And apparently another guy was coming. Went outside the house and saw Azaidi outside his car. I glanced inside the car and saw 3 people in the car sleeping. I was like 'how many people did you being wei?' and he told me to look inside the car la. I looked inside and saw Danial, Muhammad and Richmond (((: Hehe, was so surprised (:

So we played badminton, showered at my house and ate dinner at Salmon Steakhouse. I love that place la, great food at a reasonable price. We're always trying out each other's food hehe. Foos 2 games at Racks which was just not enough for me. The boys had a curfew which was just potong stim so they sent me back home, so I smsed Zhiji to go play foos. One car that I did not recognize was outside my house when he told me to come out, got into the car and was surprised (again) to see Villi! So 3 of us went to Racks and I could see some people were surprised to see me 20mins later with a diff bunch of guys. Played a few games and went back to my place to drink the Vodka bottle they left at my place. We were eating my ruffles and playing cards then Reuben joined us after. Had to drink it raw since there was no Sprite or Coke. Don't worry Siew Lee, still got still got!! Hope you feel better soon as well!!

Yes, I'm getting used to blogging again!

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you.

The taste of freedom, taste like vodka with cupcakes

2009-11-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

O-LEVELS IS OVERRRR !

Well, almost. One more objective paper on chem tomorrow morning, then it's over! But then there's the SPM Bm paper on Wed. But nevertheless, yours truly has started celebrating her freedom.

Oh wow, I'm actually gonna start blogging about my weekend! (:

So, after my Physics Paper 1, went to AC to foos. Yeah, I didn't study but foos instead.. again. Hey, you shouldn't stress yourself last minute anymore right? You know it, you know it, you don't, you don't! So after foos, was Addmaths Paper 2. Was easier than the first, that's all I can say. Straight went home, watched tv abit and got ready to Nadine's house for the BBQ!

~~Me and Rekha made babies!~~ Me and Rekha cleaned squids! The bones were really cool, not the black ink though. After cleaning, marinating, stirring, wiping, and all those other things, finally got to seat our asses down and EAT! I was too busy foosing to remember to eat. So everything was just delicious! But, I didn't get to eat my squids, cause Scampi LICKED them -.- So after stuffing ourselves, half of us watched Jennifer's Body while the other half was trying to fix the curtain that broke. Everyone was screaming in the dark and the movie started for only 5 seconds. Hilarious! After the movie was done, went into the kitchen to find them playing Boggle so yeah Friday night was my first time playing Boggle! Headacheee wei!

Then it was drinking time, thought everyone how to play Flooop. I didn't even get a chance to mess up! ): Tried teaching them Thumbmaster but failed. Then we played Drink or Dare cause we just couldn't think of anything else. Why is it NOW only that I'm remembering all the drinking games..I'm missing the Bacardi Apple!

Drove to the mamak nearby to shisha and chill. We are all still wondering why it is so damn cold there. Sent the boys back and got back to the house around 5am, showered and me, Rekha and Safia who were sleeping over and Nadine slept straight. Woke up the next day and I got my nails painted with different colours on each nail. YAY(: Got ready and headed out to Curve. Met up with the rest at Vivo's and they have really good food there! Seriously doesn't look like much but really, the food is awesome. I had a Romeo and Juliet Pizza with a Cappucino, and they gave me a little biscuit! Went walking around the bazaar and we all spotted this BEEUTIFUL dress! (Don't worry, I know how to spell beautiful) But the movie was gonna start so we said we would buy it later.

2012 is, one of the best cinematic experiences I ever had. Something worth watching and something you DEFINITELY have to watch in the cinema.

Was so glad that they still had seats, for all 9 of us together, and it was pretty damn good seats. Cause we weren't able to book it the night before and I was so scared that it would be full. Guess it would have to be another day to watch The Fourth Kind and Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs.

After the movie, was Paddington's House of Pancakes. Lovelovelove! We all shared the sweet dipping thing. Can't remember what it's called but its the dollar pancakes. I prefer the american stacks though. And yes, Nadine, Safia and me bought the same dress!! It was just too nice. And no regrets, cause I tried it on at home (trying not allowed at the Curve Bazaar) and I just LOVE it! :D Anyways, Azaidi met up with us while we were at Paddington's. One by one everyone left, walked to McD to wait for the rest of them to go home. Then Hadi came to pick us up to go to OU for the Flyfm concert. Took a bloody hour to find parking so we were like fcuk it, just park at One World Hotel. Watched the concert for awhile then went to eat at the sushi place near MPH, can't remember the name. Had udon with the chicken thing. I just cannot seem to remember names. Got back home around 1am, watched House and slept for 12hours.

Woke up and went swimming with Jack the whole day. Was good to catch up! And it was good to swim after so long! After catcing up, went for dinner with him, Qiqi and their mom at Old Town. Food was good (: Prawn mee, chicken wings, fish head curry, pork satay and ice kacang!

Got home, watched House and here I am blogging. Sorry if it seemed liked I sped things up but I was getting kinda annoyed at typing. I gotta get used to blogging again :/

I'm missing the mash potatoes, pork ribs and cupcakes from the BBQ ):

God I'll make them pay,
Take it back one day.
I'll end this day,
I'll splatter color on this gray.
This I swear!
THIS I SWEAR!

:D

It's all getting abit tiresome.

2009-11-02T22:32:00.008+08:00

Yes, I'm sorry that I was so forgetful!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TIFFANY LEE!

So sorry, dear! But rejoice at the fact that I didn't get to do anything for him but for you, I got to belanja you char kuey teow and bubble tea back to school, saving you from the clutches of the school food! But in the end, you had Nando's as well. But atleast I made the effort, right? As I said on your facebook, I love you babe! Hoping for more years to come that I get to wish you Happy Birthday! Mwaaaah (:

Now hurry up and drive me around already, 17 year old!

So, the AAR concert was..... indescribable? Not in the good way though, in a I really can't say way. I found it stupid, that going there early to wait in line was a waste of time since in the end, everyone just PUSHED their way through. Everyone else that was WAY at the back of the line, managed to enter before us =.=
The weather as usual, was fcuked up. Hot. Then found out that we weren't waiting in line just now, but was waiting in line to be waiting in line. So was slowly pushing through the very huge crowd, with bodies of sweat sticking near you. I seriously felt as if I was about to faint. When we finally got in, we had to push ourselves AGAIN in attempt to get infront of the stage. Then, we were waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting till the bloody opening act could even come on. By that time, things started to stink and I thought to myself that this is a load of bullshit. I've already seen AAR live at the MTV World Stage, do I really need to see them again this close? I can just go to the bloody BACK of the crowd, away from everyone else and enjoy the show and music from the back. So with the power of the handphone, got Azaidi, Danial and Richmond to follow me out of the stinky crowd. And thank bloody god we did, cause it was AGES until AAR came out. So there we were sitting on the floor, enojoying the music and the drizzle, away from the bloody crowd (:
Managed to push myself back into the crowd when AAR was about to come on, by then I had calmed down and had my rest and drinks. They played the usual songs and by the last few songs I was at the front. When they finished, everyone was telling me to go back home but I was insistent on getting the free stuff they usually throw to the crowd after.

And, Katherine got herself Tyson Ritter's sweat towel which he wiped all over his body and crotch. HAHA. Don't get me wrong, I didn't want it. I was literally shaking my head to Tyson when he was asking the crowd if we wanted it. But he had to throw it over to my side and it was just so bloody close to me, natural reaction is to catch it right? I was expecting something, and true enough, exact thing happens just like the Panic at the Disco concert. Me and another 7 or 8 girls holding onto the towel for dear life. Instead, in less than 5 seconds (it took another girl 5 minutes to come up with the idea while we were all fighting for it) I was the one that suggested cutting it. And everyone co-operated! You know, instead of running away when a huge piece was yet to be cut ( which was what I did last time ), but I decided to be nice (:

F.Y.I : I lost my Panic at the Disco towel :X

Which was why I gave pieces of my towel to Azaidi's sister and her friend. And planning to give to Qiqi as well. It's just a sweat towel though, with Tyson Ritter's sweat... LOL. Just got it for the fun of it. But OHYEAHHHH unlike the Panic at the Disco concert, managed to get AAR's GUITAR PICK! WOOO! It looks freaking cool! Not as cool as the HelloKitty with boobs and 'AAR' behind, but still cool. There's a middle finger on it :D
No drumstick though. Damn, could have sold that for alot since I don't play the drums! But I'll keep the guitar pick!

Basically, if it wasn't for my certain someone and the free stuff, would be cursing the whole time about how I should have just stayed home and study. But it was okay in the end.

English paper was today, Nadine, Safia and Rekha found my essay about cockroaches and left-over pizza's cute. Hehh (:

This post is reserved for pictures of Graduation (:

2009-10-31T02:57:00.005+08:00

The fireworks begin today. Each diploma is a lighted match. Each one of you is a fuse.

Class of '09. We fcuking graduated!

Thanks for the lovely two years 4 and 5 Theta. And not just to the classmates, but to everyone else. The familiar faces since entering Sri KL in Std.2 and the new faces along the way that got to be familiar. A lot of good times to be remembered and missed. The whole charade of hating teachers, loving them in the end, skipping classes, having enemies, making friends, staying in the toilets for too long, skipping P.E, laughing our asses as loud as we could unintentionally cause it was just too damn funny and so much more to name. Ohgosh, no more wonderful Sri KL nasi lemak!

But wow, seriously, everyone was just absolutely gorgeous and dolled up on Grad Night! And thanks again to Rekha and Nadine for meeting at my house first before walking over to Grand Dorsett (previously Sheraton Hotel which is still 30 seconds walk from my place). And to Qiqi for attempting to come to my grad cause she wanted to see me graduate. Really appreciate the fact that she tried, I can't think of anyone else that would do such a thing. Loves (: To my dear dear friends, make sure we keep in touch? But most of us are all going to Taylors College anyways!

Yes, I have finally made my decision, after two long thought-out years of where am I headed to after college. My dream college (I got small dreams) Taylors College, A levels course, Bio-Science, subs to take are Bio, Maths, Phsycology and Econs. This is the plan for now, but hey things can change.

And as usual, sorry for not updating. But I got a real good reason this time! O-levels is... happening right now! So I've seriously been a real good girl this past month. Intentionally started out to get my 5 C's for college but screw that I want the A's now! But I would be happy with B's as well.

And to reward myself for studying and staying at home all this time (except for the weekends not including last week) and for staying at home for two straight weeks, going to the AAR concert tomorrow which got rescheduled to tomorrow. Ey, shaddup okay? I've checked my timings and with going out tomorrow I would still be able to study what I need to study after. So, katherine needs her break alright!

Kay, gonna study a tad more and hit the hay ! Will upload the grad night and the pics from all this time when I can. But you can find loads on facebook anyway.

And Happy belated birthday to the birthday boy, Richmond Lim <3
For now, Happy Halloween!
BOO!

Why did you have to go !!

2009-10-16T23:17:00.005+08:00

Just went to carrefour, and was looking for the chocopie that I so desperately wanted to try, and was so freaking happy when I saw they had it in carrefour and bought 2 packets... now

my 2 packets of chocopie
2 packets of ruffles
1 packet of hellopanda
and 1 packet of choc chip cookies

MISSING. Bloody fcuk, damn pissed off. Now, i'm just sad :/

Though I still got my
3 packets of rice crackers
3 packets of pepperidge farm cookies
2 packets of lexus crackers
2 packets of mr. potato chips
1 can of pringles
3 diff types of mango pudding
2 packets of cereal

I'm just so bloody sad cause it was the chocopie that I really wanted to eat. And now I really wanted to eat something chocolate-y but my damn hellopanda's got to be missing too. Apparently it's not in the receipt. HAIHHHHHHH. And my ruffles, zomg laaaa.

So, I got 3 days left of my high school days to enjoy. Seriously, WILL cry on graduation. Gotta remember to bring my contact lens solution on the day. And oh how I despise the fact that graduation is BEFORE exams. As in just FEW days before. And few weeks before SPM. Thus none of my hardworking buddies are willing to hang out after graduation or sleepover and what not. Since the hotel is right OPPOSITE my house. Well, too bad. They're just gonna be forced. We will karaoke the night away in my house! Sing all the sad songs and cry!

Alright, gonna go find anything chocolate. Maybe my pepperidge farm milano cookies.
><

*EDITED

CIBAIIIIII, EVEN THAT ALSO IS MISSING! AND I ALREADY POURED MY GOODDAY MILK INTO MY FAMOUS AMOS CUP. *&^%$#!!!@

Then you smiled, he got wild.

Summer's song

2009-10-14T02:03:00.003+08:00

O-levels is two weeks away! Graduation is 1 week away! Prom is 2 months away!
So this is growing up? I'll miss you, high school.

This summer is coming to a close
and i'm starting to figure out that i cannot live without you
i hope you're thinking of me, cuz all the stars above me sing your name
i'll never be the same again

so please don't forget to call me
just to let me know you're doing okay
miles away from me

this summer was the best i've ever had
i never want to see it end, so let's pretend
that we're never going back home again
just say those three words i know you're thinkin
i'm sick of wasting time on these formalities
please never leave my side

so please tell me darling
why you're so far away
when i need you beside me tonight

rlkw, ily(:
as it says so on that shirt .X

Happy birthday Esther and Winston, again!

2009-09-07T02:36:00.023+08:00

1st week-Didn't go to school cause majority of the school weren't going due to some people contracting AH1N1
2nd week-Closed down due to AH1N1
3rd week- Trials
4th week- holiday
5th week Trials

From where I left off right? And yeah was still going out during the weekends eventhough trials were going on. Think on some weekdays too, can't really remember.

Ohgosh the 1st, 2nd and 3rd week of sleeping at 7.30am due to no school resulted me in sleeping at 5.30am everyday even when my trials were going on. So I would sleep for just about an hour and go for my exam like a talkative zombie which is what Nadine called me. And DID NOT study AT ALL during that one week holiday, even on the Sunday night. Pretty much forgot everything. Boo, no more talks of exam for now.

She's my shortie and I'm her tall freak! Known her for 9years, she insists its 10years lol.
<3

Didn't manage to sleep at ALL Thursday night. Last time I saw the clock was at 6.10am then I crawled to bed to try to close my eyes. Felt like I lied down for half an hour and woke up by my alarm, 6,50am. Got ready and walked to school(as usual) not forgetting a quick trip to 7eleven for a can of coffee!
After my LAST Trial paper, met up with Esther, Tiff and Zhi to change to our clothes in the toilet and to make a 'quick' stop at Street Cafe before going to Pyramid to hang out and watch a movie. Surprised Esther by bringing her to Street Cafe with everyone waiting for her. Singed the birthday song, had cake and took LOADS of pics. I didn't upload all because it would just be too many. Zhi Lynn made some into icons and it looks great! But I'm not sure how to post em up so gotta wait for her to teach me and to do the rest of the pics. Thanks to Azaidi for sending me, Tiff and Gabriel to Pyramid since there was no place in Joon Jern's Myvi! Hanged out with Esther, JJ, Zhi, Jing Yu, Eileen, Tiff, Gabriel and Sarah in Wong Kok for just abit till their movie started. I SO did not want to watch The Final Destination unless its 3D okay! So met up with Azaidi and Nadine to do abit of shopping for Winston's present. Turns out I bought myself denim shorts and a cute red top! Hmm, shopping for myself, it's been awhile (: Gave Adidas a try for his present and Zhiji surprised me! Apparently he works there and he was responsible for finding Winston's present! Safia met up with us in Adidas then went to my house, Nadine's house and finally to the party.

Sorry that I'm not gonna upload the rest from the party. Just wanted to show you guys how my new outfit looks like (XD), the megacute cupcakes and the cool mirrors which was just ONE of the many fascinating things in the BIGGEST ~~house~~ mansion I have EVER saw/been in. Everytime we decided to take the elevator instead of the stairs, we would just always say 'How many times do you get to ride an elevator in someone's house!' Wow, didn't get to eat the whole day and before I could tackle the food, the boys asked me to drink a shot with them first. So, stupid me drank more than an ordinary shot. A full glass of raw whiskey, a glass of beer(I HOPE) that Winston handed to me, and a glass of raw vodka. And when I say a glass, I don't mean quarter or half of it, I really mean, a glass. Ate kinda little cause I thought there would be more food but was disappointed when I reached the end of the buffet line and was too lazy to go back to get more food. Hanged out with Nadine, Safia and the rest the first part of the night but how many times can you take a tour of the house? And it was a pool party, didn't wear my swimsuit for nothing! So hanged out with the boys in my class the rest of the night.

I just want to say Sorry and Thankyou to everyone. Yeah I'm dumb, for literally not sleeping, for starting off with an empty stomach, for not eating enough. Lastnight, was seriously a first for me, for it to get that bad. I don't really want to explain myself here but am just hoping that people will still see me as me.

Happy birthday!

2009-09-04T03:31:00.003+08:00

The sweetest birthday wishes to Esther Chong and Winston Chew.

Happy sexy 17th!

Helloyou

2009-09-04T02:59:00.007+08:00

Under the stars and the moon,
Baby, they were playing our song,
While the air breezed by,
And our lips touched.

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you.

Trials finish ~~tomorrow~~ today !
:D

Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.

Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.


Just that, right now... I'm not so sure anymore.
*Winds down the car window and screams, 'BOYYYYYYYY!?'*

2009-08-28T04:56:00.027+08:00

Yo !

Just came back from barcelona, yeah was supposed to go MOS but how are you supposed to turn down 4 bottles of bacardi lemon? :D

from TGIF's the other day. Isn't Richmond and my daddy just so cute? Just felt like uploading them, will try to upload the rest next time. Bahh will just upload some now okay?

Omfg this was when Maegan was back for hols! Now she's back at India. Miss her like crazy, have yet to go clubbing with her ):

Pictures for the school magazine! Couldn't upload all of em, check out my facebook!

Enough for now yeah? Off to bed, 6am! Ohgosh it's raining!!!

*runs to save Jacky her cute doggie*

2009-08-22T05:52:00.005+08:00

Heehee

In other words, darling kiss me.

2009-08-22T05:43:00.001+08:00

Trials are over, for now!
Next week is holidays, then the week after that trials continue. But for now, no more studying (:
Been kinda bad though, still went out abit eventhough I told myself not to >< Went to Barcelona for the first time ever, its about time I checked it out. And yeap, I was right. HATE it. Its okay to drink and hang with your friends, music's great. But most of the people there are abit..., no dance floor and whole place filled with smoke.
So I overslept to get to school but it was okay since I dropped Accounts and it was the accounts exam. Reached school around 11am just in time for my Maths paper, then ate at face to face for pan mee and hanged out at AC. Omg today I ROCKED in pool :D Tomorrow gonna go phone-hunting. Mom's been pestering me. I'm using this really old phone now if you guys didn't know. Not colour-screen. Haha been about a year. And now, if I charge my phone the whole night before, the next day it would still have low battery. Real dangerous ><

And I KNOW I'm going to get bad results for trials. Atleast I'm expecting it. Say byebye to applying to college early. Ohwell, the reason for wanting to do good for my trials was so I had the choice to take a break for awhile, travel around Malaysia, get a bunch of promoter jobs and just have fun with my friends. So worst comes to worst, I can just apply to college with my Olevel marks, not the trials, So whatever, if I don't get 5credits for my trails. Just gotta make sure I study for real for the real IGCSE Olevels exam.

And OWHGOSH, haven't blogged about MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE YET!!! Haha soon babes, a proper post. And there's a chance you lovelies will see me and my friends on TV. Tune in to MTV on 28August Friday, 9pm!

I can't keep you off my mind!!!!

Current mood : happy and free

Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby, You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

psst, I love the weekends
(:

2009-08-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm seirously not used to this.
Staying at home, is utterly boring!
Ok maybe not completely boring, but it just kinda makes me, tired, upset, confined? I feel dead. Yet random. Yes, this is the only reason why I'm blogging right now. Cause I'm actually home and not sleeping/lieing on the bed.

To Azaidi,

if you believe in having sex say HELLYEAH
when I say S, you say E, when I say X
you say SEX !!!!

;DD

At first, I didn't know what was so great about music. Then I loved how I could reach my soul because of it. At this time it was rock songs and all. Then the oldies reached my ears, and also japanese and indonesian songs. By this time and before that, I despised 'club' songs. It literally made me carsick. But all along I had no probs with trance, hardstyle and I guess techno? Then I started going clubbing, and yeah I'm saying it the club songs got to me. Not all, but some are occasionaly nice. Still can't beat the sounds of the guitar and drums though. Then I realized I couldn't dance to trance (haha) but still, whatever la. Over the time, I then realized I kinda like some of the songs? Sorry for my noob ways of naming music genre's but I just feel like saying what's going on in my head (:
Wonder when I'll start liking those serious hardcore metal screamo songs. Some I'm getting used to though. Guess it really is possible to like all type of musics. From now on, I don't think I would be insulting people for their music tastes. Music is music right? Whatever finds their way into our hearts <3

So, kinda hard to update about what's been happening everyday right? But for these two weeks, been trying to stay at home. O Levels trials is on ~~15 August~~ 17 August!

I know I'm late, but what the hell

Sri KL has been closed for one week due to AH1N1!
Hope those that contracted swine flu are okay ): All the best.

And the week before that, there were already known cases in the school but has not announced to be closed down yet, so ofcourse I skipped the whole week. Now I'm kinda worried. Missed out on those last classes and I left my books at school till now o.o

So eventhough I've been at home on the weekdays, doesn't mean I was on the weekends (; So two weekends ago, got everyone to go to Curve with me to try to win the moshpit tickets for MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia and SUCCESS!!! Just jump around, shake and scream and thou shall receive! Glad to say that I was the first to be picked from the crowd muahaahahhaa! Someone was a little man-sluttt, had to resort to taking off his shirt. Haihh guess some people are just pro enough to keep their shirts on and win the tickets? ;D

So the concert is in Sunway Lagoon on the 15August. Yes, I was prepared to go for it eventhough it would have been the exact same day trials started(just found out about school closing down few days ago). But c'mon, HOOBASTANK, ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS and BOYS LIKE GIRLS. All at Malaysia, at the same time, same place, for FREE of CHARGE!! Erm, worth it?

Alot of other shit has happened, and I seriously feel like spilling my guts here. What's the point of a diary when I can't say what's really happening deep inside. I know what the fcuk I want outta life but something's stopping me, holding me back. This, that, all these shit, it's called problems, un-made decisions, guilt? Take me back to the time when I was just contented with my life. No, I love my life now, really. It's just, fine I'm selfish. Can I just be more contented?

TAHNIAH !

2009-07-02T03:05:00.003+08:00

Tahniah! (ic no.) Katherine Lim Seok Yan terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010

WTF

Worst thing Malaysia can do is to tell you that you're going to NS and rub it in your face by saying TAHNIAH.

Hahahahaha find it hilarious la. ALOT of friends from my school kena. But ofcourse majority(you know who you are) are definitely defering or giving medical letters.

I actually do want to go but with the recent rape cases, deaths and some camps being unhygienic, taking a step back to think. And don't forget missing all the fun during the holidays where I would be finally free of high school. Missing new years? 2010?! No!!

And yes, not officially wide-spread but known generally, it is possible for us to NOT go NS. We can just keep defering(post-pone) till we start studying overseas. The only problem is that it's not fool-proof. I'm not totally sure of what are my plans for the future. I might come back to Malaysia when I'm in my 20's and for all I know I might be one of the unlucky bastards that they actually managed to catch and pester. That is how unlucky I am, c'mon la I got chosen for NS. But then again, it is possible that if I do come back and if they do pester me, I could just buy a medical letter. But I know one thing, if I am going to NS, I'm going to go at the set date and if I am going to defer, means I am not going to go.

1. Ask around and research on NS
2. Look for part-time job due to personal reasons.
3. Start studying as I'm still in the holiday mood.

5 Theta taking pictures for our yearbook today. Dress up however way you want and hold up a sign, one word that describes you. Ever since that class drama a few months ago, out of nowhere(seriously) the whole class see's me as the bimbo. So I planned on writing bimbo and before I wrote it they told me to write it, so apparently I have to be true to myself :D And I swear, today was seriously bimbotic. It's the power of the sign I tell you! I'm gonna show you guys laa, get A's and B's in exams!! Hmmph!! >;D

Check out facebook for the pics yo.

They never last that long, do they

2009-06-16T03:28:00.005+08:00

School tomorrow, I'm still awake. AHHHH(:

Sunday night went to Richmond's sister's friend's grand pub opening in Cheras. Free flow beer & food. One of the loklok was in the shape of a star...with a face! So we drinked all we could and decided to head to D Haven at Bangsar, but met with an unfortunate car accident. Hope everything is okay Zaidi ): So hitched a ride with Elle to Bangsar and in the end of the night, PIGGED out on McD's like a fcukfaceee with Richmond (apparently the new baby in the family), Par(uncle), Jay(daddy) and me(mommy). Heck was too high too care that it was fattening at the time.

And didn't go school on Monday. Cause I was busy failing my Undang..... TWO times!

T_______________T

Too scared to do it again. Stupid la. In English the questions will constantly change while BM will always remain the same. And I studied the whole English handbook I was given but the thing is that what came out wasn't in the handbook. Think it was in the Malay one but I didn't read it cause my malay is weak. Yeesh, isn't it kinda unfair to those that don't know Malay. And the Eng handbook is stupid.

They show me a 50km/h sign and ask me what does it mean. So the anwer is.... 'Do exceeding 50km/h' . Which means that you have to exceed 50km/h right? But actually it means NO exceeding it. And they keep spelling dangerous, 'dengerous'. =.= Stupid malaysian system.

F.y.i : 1st time I got 40/50 , 2nd is 39/50 Wtf I dropped T_T

So after taking the Undang the first time in the morning, and taking it again in the afternoon, slept till 8pm. Too tired to go out. Then Reuben, Zhiji and Villi came over. Villi went back ehome early nenenebubu~ Just finished play Thumbmaster with them, Jay and my bro. Awww Reuben is leaving for NS on Wednesday ): Don't really feel like sleeping. Omg, tomorrow gotta collect my exam marks. I already failed my Undang, so now I feel like I'm gonna fail my mid-year exam...

Btw, the whole night after the pub opening and before the Undang, PWNED Jay in Gunz like hell. Hmm maybe that's why I failed... lack of sleep :D

Samantha, sorry for not uploading pics including Charity dinner. Ah I'm such a procastinator :X

Let's have some fun this beat is sick, I wanna take a ride on your disco stick :P

Ohyea! Last Thursday night went clubbing with Nadine at MOS. Clubbing with you is always fun girl! Pardeep and Holee missed it (;

Fun Fact

Did you know that the song 'Right round' by Flo Rida actually is a newer version of the song 'You spin me right round(Like a record)' by Dead or Alive?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCiVXigrjjQ

Listen for yourself people!

You know what are one of the things I hate the most? That artists these days take the songs of older artists and create their own version with it. Like Rihanna (live your life) from the song Numa numa, Flo rida(sugar) by Eifel 65 (I'm blue), ALOT of the songs from Daft punk e.g the famous 'harder better faster stronger' is actually by Edwin Birdsong with the name of the song being 'Cola bottle baby', that right round song and many many others. But what's worse is, that the newer versions aren't that bad. Ofcouse I hate the fact that they have no originality and they take the old songs of others and not give enough credentials to them but I can't deny the fact that since I love the old versions, I would think that the newer versions are not bad as well. Haihh that's what I hate. I want to hate them, but I can't.

The old song of You spin me right round is actually more catching that Right round to me

You spin me right round baby right round
Like a record baby
Right round, round round ~

^.^V

Recap

2009-06-14T04:12:00.014+08:00

Wai Keat korkor's 18th birthday at SupperClub
Susu Sucelia's birthday party at Redbox during EarthHour
5 Theta's Class Drama (F.R.I.E.N.D.S) *I'm Phoebe :D
Walking back from AC
Teluk Intan
Shopping at OU
D' Haven
Sports Day
Family lunch at Sentol *YUMMY everything .... & pork :P
Pardeep korkor's house
Mother's Day with family, Sam's and Jay's *We colour-coordinated!!!!!
Teacher's day *Stole a star from the wall :x Charity dinner pics soon (:

Oh, look what you've done

2009-06-07T02:18:00.002+08:00

Sher-maine's bday party was today, gosh danced too much again.

:P

Driving seminar tomorrow, 7hours man! And what the hell am I doing blogging here, when I should be sleeeeeeping ~

Rose online, lvl 53 !

Normal la, lastnight leckalecka again. This time went to the nearby pub, 4jugs of beer. Thanks to Samantha again. Paying you back nextweek man!

What to do tomorrow during the seminar? Read book? Listen ipod? Where's the gameboy and psp?

*searches*

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

2009-06-02T14:00:00.003+08:00

Today's Tuesday already. In starbucks now, waiting for the guys to finish their accounts exam. Just ate at sweet delight, freaking full. Marshi-milo, choc muffin with ice-cream and waffles with ice-cream. My choc muffin was made special cuz I'm special (:

Should not come to Starbucks anymore. People come up to me and ask me questions.

One was about whether I wanted to be a model, a competition held by Inti College. So I tell the person I'm still in high school, 17 this year and she's all yeayeaa eventhough the word 'college' is in the name of the competition I can still enter. She expects me to fill out the application form straightaway but I tell her that I'll look for her later and tell her my decision. So she goes away and I resume surfing, and then... she comes back and takes back the application form saying she checked with the person in charge and I'm not allowed to enter =.=

Another one was for a charity for kids that need medical help to get better and that they do have a chance to get better with sufficient money. So there he was, droning on and on about the place and shows me pictures of them and how they are legitimate. He says RM10 can help one kid, so how many kids do I wanna help out today. I did feel kinda bad, so I gave him RM10. THEN, ah that fcuker. He basically implies that I'm only giving RM10 and it isn't enough. He then says that instead of going to Starbucks I can already be donating the money to kids instead of buying drinks which are more than RM10. HELLO, check the fcuking table. There were NO drinks on it. Geez I can't even remember the last time I bought a Starbucks drink and there he goes implying that I spend every single day there spending my money. And then he asks which school was I from, so I said Sri KL. Didn't see the point of this since I already gave him money. And then he says that owhhhh, I'm from Sri KL, I'm SOO rich that I go to Sri KL and I couldn't give more money *laughs* .... Fcuk you la asshole, I should just take back my RM10. Who is he to judge me wether I'm rich or not. Alot of people wouldn't even give a single cent to these organizations and there he goes asking me to give even more and is insulting me for not. I'm a high school student la, and cause I'm from Sri KL doesn't mean I'M RICH. Doesn't it mean my PARENTS are rich? Heck, it doesn't even MEAN my parents are rich. They could be just above average? Or they saved up money to send their kids to a good private school? Just saying that people shouldn't stereotype a person by which school he or she goes to. So means that everyone from a government school is 'poor'? And everyone from a private school is 'rich'. Geeez.

Zzz time flies, in the end, didn't upload past pictures again

... (:

Charity dinnner

2009-05-31T12:57:00.004+08:00

Charity dinner last night

No pics yet! :P

Lazy to get the camera, boohoo.

Reached Sunway Hotel.... late. Made sure that everyone had to down 1 can of beer before we left. Ohhh I couldn't even recognize anyone when I first entered, everyone all dolled up heehee. So our table was like way infront. Owhh look pardeep just woke up (: Unlike me, came back home arnd 6am and woke up at 11am :D

Dance floor was fun, dancing with my classmates. Muacks! Band and the songs were awesome. Off to never never land ~ !!

Left charity dinner arnd 11pm. Went to boiler room, 2bottles chivas.

Erm edit later, finally they woke up. Gonna go for brekkie, noo, lunch!

*back!

So yeah, me, sam & jay were walking out of the dance floor. Then this freaky girl stands in our way. So she lets jay pass her, then lets sam pass her, and when I wanted to pass her, she blocks MY way. So I moved to the right, and she moves to the right as well. Then she actually fcuking touched my hand and starts dancing infront of me. WTFFFF. Wanted to slap her but she's drunk so I just went err okay, pushed her to the side and walked away. The whole night she was giving all of us like death stares.

Me: I think she wants to battle me... LOL
Sam: Go battle laaa !
Me: Omg I don't want any trouble with a drunk person la, you go fight my battle for me la

So since we were in our charity dinner outfits, we forced Pardeep to drive us back to Sam's house for both of us to change. Now we were ready to dance. And off goes Sam to fight for me. So the whole night was me, Sam & jay dancing in the glass podium, me & Jay watching Sam dance with the crazy girl, Pardeep getting hell drunk, and then Sam devised a plan to go on the freaking table and dance there.

According to Jay we down-ed about 20 cups plus, didn't even realize. Went to the mamak after that and talked cock. Hahhh funny :P

Why type when there's pics? Later laa! Malaysian power !

*edited

You doofus, how can you miss me when you're always in my heart

2009-05-28T23:11:00.004+08:00

I'M ALIVE!

She felt a touch on her hand and she embraced the hand that touched hers lovingly. He scooted over to hug her from the back. His warm lips touched the skin of her neck and slowly found his way up to her ears, and he whispered 'I'd do anything for you'.

Just a little something from the English essay I wrote. FYI, the guy dies.

She reminisced, alot. To the times when she was happy, to the times when he was still in her life. She didn't knew that he meant it. That he would take a bullet for her. That it wasn't just an expression. That he would do anything for her.

You figure it out (:

Everyone is like scolding me, and I'm scolding myself too okay! For not blogging. But I was a hell of a damn good girl, studying 2weeks before exam and throughout as well. Tomorrow is the last paper then its holidays! Great way to kick it off is with Charity Dinner this Saturday. *reminds to upload ALL pics since last post.. which is alot*

Erm what to write? Ahh yes current level on ROSE online (yeah, I can't count the many times I've started this game since few years ago) 47. Yeah, little fact. I started the same time I started studying. And here and there during exams as well. Hahaha bad time to start right? Omygod gotta reach lvl 50 by 2mrw night to freaking drive.

So my holiday resolutions, one of them is to blog FREQUENTLY. Not when I just go out(which might be everyday ><) but also when I'm just a loser at home :O

loves, xoxo's, may god be with you, love you till eternity, sexy muthafcuker,

basically, I'm OFF like superman.. with the cape and underwear inside out. teehee~

2009-04-27T12:52:00.002+08:00

Blogging time! Though its gonna be short though. Yeah, sorry multiple times for not updating. Blog is is need of pictures and words of the month of April eh?

So I can't possibly remember what happened after so long right, need the pics to jumpstart but since I don't have it, I'll just try to recap what I can.

So Sri KL sprots day finally OVER. No more skipping classes to go to the stadium, which for me was 2weeks straight! How am I gonna cope in class now! No more aches and pains and bruises! No more stupid hip problem! Weeeeee~

So remember I got number 4 for the lake run? Had my road relay then, gah class 1 girls Yellow was utterly terrible. All the other classes were hell awesome, all had medals..except us. Hahaha bad examples >< And I had this terrible hip injury from cross country trial so I did really badly for road relay... and cross country.. and all the other events I joined. I joined 800m, 1.5k, highjump, tug of war and 3k but then yellowhse commitee twisted it here and there so turns out my 1.5k was replaced with long jump and they my 800m was cancelled. Obviously long jump I sucked since the last time I tried that was primary. High jump got a silver medal hehe. Tug of war silver. And 3k, eventhough alot of people think I did badly I was quite content with how I did. I finished the race for one thing, even with my stupid hip injury. I wasn't absolute last. And no one gave me that stupid pity clap when I was gonna finish. And plus when I was running, heard ALOT of people chanting my name cheering me on. That was seriously a great moment. Glad that I got to accomplish that before I graduated highschool. And I achieved my goal; collecting a medal infront of the whole school, in the school and in the stadium! :D

So finished all my events before sports day except tug of war, so since I am AJK of athletics club *proud*, became one of the officials and helped out here and there with Tif, Zhi and Bianca. After sports went for my cousin's baby's full moon, then to Samantha's for a 2nd dinner. That was Saturday. And yesterday on Sunday, truly family day! Pardeep, Ho lee, Wai Keat, Samantha and Jay were at my house and then mom suggested eating lunch at Sentul. Finally got to try what Jay reccomended to us and it was delicious. The chicken wings, the pork knuckle, the curry and all~

So we parted ways with my mom there, she went for her mahjong and we drove back to my house. Baileys and mahjong session. Pung~ !! Then off to Mt. Kiara then for shisha at LeckaLecka again. Yayyy lastnight got two shisha's instead of one since Wai Keat was there too ^^

Updated! Muahahahaha! NOW I gotta jet, off to Hartamas with the family again! And today's a holiday woohoo!

Sorry for the inconvenience

2009-04-07T21:31:00.004+08:00

What the tooooooooot. Finally feel like and got the time to update, but blogspot or my internet connection or something not letting me upload my pics ):

Only these few, before Sucelia's bday, and its camwhore pics only!

Yesyes people, I actually wore jeans. Grr. Kay. Tune in next time for updates on Susu's 17th birthday, Sri Kl Drama competition, and my trip back to my mom's hometown. There are more to update but those are of the ones I got pictures of.

Sorry I've been a bitch for not updating, and apparently I still am!

And I'm falling harder. Will I fall flat on my face or will you be there to catch me?

2009-03-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon, Tues, Wed!

When we visited kor kor Pardeep and Winston at Sunway College last Thursday, nice campus I have to say. Ahh, we were bored in the car on the way back. And also cause we love the camera.

Jay decorated my rooms with BALLOONS! Me like! Thanks for the surprise, really was. And also for the picture that you drew which is now hanging in my room. Have to take a picture of that when I can.Celebrated Cheow Siang's birthday the night before on the 20th March, Friday, dinner at Fish & Co then shisha and drinks at D Haven.

He's just trying to NOT bite the cherry in his mouth, cause I told them the story of when my cousin did that from a&w till back to my house for 4/5 hours. *go Steph!*

Ho Lee

Boon YangUpstairs at D Haven is just too freaking comfortable!Keen King trying to shisha the whole night, hopefuly not considered as a noob already!Nah, pro (;KO? Aiyo, too much shisha already!He and Jay can both tie a knot at the cherry in their mouths! Jealous!Candid. Me attempting to tie the knot in my mouth while Jay is trying to teach it to me. Failed! Though when he wasn't looking, I took it out of my mouth, tied the knot with my hands, put it back in my mouth and showed him I 'did' it by taking it out of my mouth. He was proud for like 3 seconds till I burst into laughter.Hehe this is cute xD COOL right? They say I look like a 'cool bitch' in this pic >;D

Well what do you expect from two long island tea's, excessive shisha-ing when you're a noob and a carlsberg. Don't worry, he's fine. Thanks for the Baskin Robbins Ice Cream! =D

Ding ding ding 12am! Happy Birthday Cheow Siang. Which I JUST found out about 2hours ago that he was actually my childhood friend that lived in my same apartment building when I was young??!! Omggg freaking small world. Dude, you recognized me the whole time that night and didn't say anything? I seriously didn't know you were you =.= Jon wee is Johnathan Wee la! Hahaha Happy Birthday dude, hope you had a great time. You better have had since you down-ed that AK47 quadruple dosage (:

Saturday night unexpected drinking at Justin's house with Cassidy, Ivan, Tanya, Ariel and Vicky. And Rohit had a birthday party on Sunday! Happy birthday Rohit, I know you enojoyed yours at Pulau Redang! Jealous! Gambled at his place for awhile, in the end won RM1 in poker. Ate like a pig (normal routine for me at parties) and everyone was singing with the ps2. Sorry I didn't had the mood to sing, sang my heart out already at Wai Keat's house with him, Evaline, Jay and Timothy just a few hours ago that time. Karaoke system and swimming pool wooo!

So one week holiday has expired, school for Monday and Tuesday was alright. And had sports practice today, FREAKING HYPER in the morning. Was running and jumping and annoying friend's litle brothers and bothering primary kids for their skipping rope and laughing my ass off when the first time I ever did the Tug of War, all the girls fell on their asses including me at the same time cause the rope wasn't tied to the tree properly. Ohyes, speaking of, events I joined this year are 800m, 1500m, high jump, road relay(got no.4 for the lake run eventhough I was hell sick *proud*), tug of war and maybe 3k run. I would wanna join triple or long jump but I only get to join 3 individual events! Bull^*$!.

EARTH HOUR THIS SATURDAY NIGHT! SCROLL DOWN and VIEW THE VIDEO!!!

My heart, you are the thief, and I the willing victim.

You spin my head right round, right round

2009-03-17T22:16:00.001+08:00

Tiffany and Jing Yu's Cny Party
18 Feb: Qiqi(Audrey's) Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL, FOXY FOURTEEN!

14 Feb: Valentine's Day

Wai Keat's House

Cassidy's birthday celebration

Randoms
As promised, the pictures!
Samantha, SEND me ALL pics on your phone!

Billions more, especially of me, sam & evaline when we're bored at hartamas but because of my fugly hairstyle of my fringe that STILL hasn't grown yet, too bad

:P

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away

Earth Hour

2009-03-05T00:28:00.009+08:00

Hey guys, been meaning to post this up about a month ago so I better do it now, the earlier the better.

Everybody PLEASE watch, PLEASE understand, PLEASE spread the news.

Been wanting to have a nicer (pro-er) post about this issue and I will when I can. It is something I feel really strongly about. If you can't wait for my post, please do not hesitate to go down to the websites

Earth Hour.org or the Malaysia site, Earth Hour.org.my

Just a click away. Read all you can about it to understand. If possible, why not try more than one hour? Why not two, four, eight? What the heck is stopping us...We should not only attempt to save our planet in one hour of one year, but all year round. Anyways,

Saturday, MARCH28, 8.30pm-9.30pm

Over 74 other countries and territories have pledged their support to Earth Hour.
Why can't you?

A month of you

2009-03-03T01:43:00.001+08:00

So people actually noticed that my blog has been dead, and apparently if I don't update it I'm gonna get kicked out of the family. Gosh, so they'd rather me stay at home and blog than go out with them huh. Well has it been that long? It's only been........ *checking*

Holy #!*$ ! One month and one day??? Ohmygosh I thought it was 2weeks max.

Reasons for not updating? Well, its been a fun... month. *Still amazed that its been a month* Though maybe I pushed it a bit too much. Freaking seriously, as soon as I reach home, do homework then sleep(or should I say, do hw halfway then sleep). Hardly was at home, and when I am, sleeping or too tired to use the computer, then go out again. When you people did see me online, its to on my music and do my homework. That's also the reason for the lack of chatting online.

Sorry friends ):

Erm what have I been up to?

Everyday after school at AC, then Lepaq, Breakers and Hartamas Square. MOS 2 weeks in a row (Thursday ladies night!), Poppy's the other night, Pyramid, shisha, mamaks, swimming, sitting my butt in taxi's and cars here and there and money flying away.
New friends, old friends rekindled, new memories always leaving room for more. Laughing, hugging, bitching, heart to heart talks, annoyance, pain, confusion, love.

I wanna sum up my february month with pics but, look at the time. Study and sleepy time. Muacks.

Yes, I'm still alive.

Cause I'm broken

2009-02-02T22:00:00.003+08:00

Found this while surfing the net,

Week 4
Mommy, I am only 4 mm long, but I have some of my organs like my eyes and a spinal cord. I love the vibrations whenever you speak. Every time I feel it, I wave my arm and leg buds. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. And my heart is beating too, just like yours...

Week 8
Mommy, if you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I have tiny fingers and toes now. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. I only weigh a gram. It is so nice and warm in here.

Week 12
You know what Mommy? I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Week 16
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I look more like you now. My eyes and ears are in place. I spend alot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Week 20
I can hear you clearly Mommy. Every single word you say, your laughter, your cries...

I know you went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He's wrong. He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby...

I think and feel. You felt me too, Mommy, you felt me moving inside of you. You cried whenever you felt that. And also when the doctor said abortion.
Abortion?
Mommy, what's that?

Week 24
Mommy I can see now, my eyes are finally open!!

But I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. He keeps saying the word abortion. Mommy, you haven't tell me what's that? Mommy... huh...

... something is intruding my home.... ow...

The doctor called it a needle...Mommy what's happening? It hurts! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! Help...

(two days later)

My home... Its smaller now. Tighter. I feel suffocated. Mommy, what's wrong?
Am I suppose to come out now? Huh... Ouch!

What's that? Its pulling my legs down. Am I suppose to come out? Its hurting me. The evil man called it a forcep. Its painful Mommy. He's pulling me out of you. But I'm not ready Mommy...

...

Mommy, I'm out. I'm out. I can breathe freely now. I can see you. You saw me too. You're crying Momm..

(The evil man inserts scissors into the base of the skull while the baby is still alive, breathing, and the scissors blades are spread apart to create an opening. A suction catheter is placed into the opening and the brain is sucked out. The skull collapses and it (he) is removed.)

Week 28
Mommy, I am okay. I am in the Almighty's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. I forgive you Mommy.

He told me about my father. And about the time he raped you. I forgive him too, Mommy.

But why didn't you want me Mommy?
Why?

I love you Mommy.
And you could have loved me too, if you had given me the chance.

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never feel.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

I'm against murder. Are you?

This story is entirely fictional, but the horrific procedures are not.
It is one of many abortion procedures that are being carried out today.
This baby was fortunate, at least he was able to see the world, though briefly.

Others are not, some are simply denied blood supply and suffocate to death, some are cut by a surgical knife into many pieces to be suctioned out of the uterus and some are simply crushed to death with forceps and are removed from the uterus in pieces.

Abortion equates to murder, denying someone a chance to live.

There are other choices for unwanted and unplanned pregnancies. And abortion should not be one of them.
There is help.
Give life a chance.

PLEASE spread the message by re-posting this in your blog or forward this via email.

Jumper - Third Eye Blind

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know somethings wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away

If i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU

2009-02-01T02:09:00.004+08:00

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) - E.e Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Love Is Enough - William Morris

Love is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter.
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

William Shakespeare

"Love comforteth like sunshine after rain."

"So long as I can breathe or I can see, so long lives your love which gives life to me."

"So dear I love him that with him, all deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life."

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."

"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."

"I love thee, I love but thee; with a love that shall not die; till the sun grows cold and the stars grow old."

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

If hate is such a strong word, then why do we toss around love like it's nothing?

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend.

When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me.

Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine.

"Life with you is like a dream. It was my hope and my reason to live. Everything about you helps me believe. That nothing matters but you in love with me."

Happy CNY !

2009-01-30T23:48:00.006+08:00

So guys, how do you like the new font and colors?

Go purple! Hehe.

Happy CNY guys! Year of the cow, moo moo moo ~ Gosh, I saw these ADORABLE cow slippers yesterday. It had a cow on it, and the straps had a milk bottle on it and it was purple! But the size was really small, like for kids. Kids get all the nice stuff...

Anyways, it's been a crazy week. Unexpectedly celebrated CNY.

Friday after school went for the cheerleading tryouts. Freaking messed up but didn't matter, since they all couldn't make a decision and would hold another tryout next time. Met up with Jay, Dino and their gang at AC for pool. At night went to SupperClub at Hartama's, worst clubbing experience ever so far.

Next day went to D'Haven at Bangsar with Sam, Pardeep and Jay. Also stopped by Mango Mania weeee. Then we all went to Jay's for his family dinner. Sent Sam back home and Pardeep dropped us of at the Lrt and took it to Kelana Jaya for the street party. First time that I drank till I vomited :X Well, only cause I knew no matter what there was someone to take care of me.

On Sunday went to my aunt's house for reunion, though the food this year wasn't that great. Hopefully the next dinner will be nice, with more of my relatives! Gamble! But atleast my darling nephew and nieces were there. But this year instead of playing hide&seek or the other funny games, we played ps2! Yeesh, lucky kids ( I told you they get all the good stuff! ) They actually brought their ps3 but we played with the ps2. COD3 and dragonball.

Freaking cute anot?

You wanna see the future pro gamer?

Haih, he keeps saying killing games and assasin... what happened to power rangers and ultraman? After whooping their asses, went over to Qiqi's house to watch Kyle XY. Then got a call from Reuben and Siew Lee, just coming over to my house.

So they came over and we catched up, then they said wanted to go mamak eat. Saw Zhiji and another guy outside my house and they asked us to go shisha. Followed their car, drove all the way to Kota Kemuning and stopped infront of a huge house, went into the house and saw a bunch of guys there. Talk about inappropriately dressed, from chilling at home to going mamak to shisha to a huge house with random guys to drinking. They also had shisha but it sucked. Downed a couple of chivas.

12am deng deng happy cny!

Went back to the same place the next night, was expecting the same people but turned out to be more guys. So we were just chilling, and making oranges explode. Suddenly someone said sarcastically that Adrian's party blablabla, and I was like.. this is a party? So apparently I went to a party without even knowing it was a party. Finally got down to drinking at 2am. Downed a shitload of green label and that will be my first and last time because green label sucks nuts. Sorry that I disappointed you guys about not flashing at the 'cctv' this time. Hehe. And gosh I miss maplestory!

Finally had a break on Tuesday, 4 nights in a row was enough. Stayed at home the whole day. Wednesday had plans in the afternoon to meet up with Jovi, Christopher and his friends at Klang for karaoke but guess we have to postpone. Take care of yourself and your sister yea? But plans with Sam and Pardeep was still on! Pardeep picked me up around 6pm, exchanged my can of beer for his KFC cheesywedges wooo! Went to AC and he teached me how to foos, and beat all those other foos players, that's my sifu!! After foos, headed to the Curve. Met up with Joel, Sam and Kyle at Sanctuary. Then the guys left and came back with two of Sam's friends, sorry I'm not sure how to spell their names. Shisha-ed (not me, I had enough for now) and played cho dai di then went back to Sanctuary for the Ice Bar, and free flow since it was ladies night. No dance floor, boo!

Thursday, didn't know if I should go to Yee Sam's party, in the end didn't. Sorry ): Instead hanged out with Khairi, Safia and Nadine at Pyramid. Saw Zenvern and Shaegan there too and talked for awhile. Basically the whole day was at Forever21 and Safia, Nadine and me having a girl talk in KFC. Had cheesywedges again weeee! Last minute plan to go straight to MOS from Pyramid with Sam, Evelyn, Wai Keat (sorry if its wrong), Timothy and the other guys. It was ladies night, no cover charge and danced our asses off! While dancing got a call from Zhiji, he was there too! Met up with him, SiewLee and Reuben for awhile. Ohgosh I love the dancefloor(vibrates!), the smoke, the lights, the Dj. Hahaha freaking Ja-kun here. Can't wait for many more times there. Next time I will dress appropriately, not a denim skirt and tanktop. If I had knew that we were confirmed I would have prepared okay!

Today's Friday, woke up today from Chee Hui's call. Got up, showered and went to Jing Yu's party with him. Ate FREAKINGALOT. Sorry to Jing Yu that I couldn't eat more, last night after MOS ate ruffles, ham sandiwch and chicken wings then sleep, then go your house and eat again! But I tapau-ed back the food, she and her mom were very happy about that. After we ate finally got down to gambling! Blackjack, poker and in-between. So weird, last year won RM93 at in-between at the same party, but this year lose like crazy at in-between. But made up for it in blackjack and especially poker! Won every single round, poker poker queen :D

Why am I bragging so much, won rm48 only okay. But better than losing so yeah, I should be happy (:

Sorry to Pardeep that I didn't play foos with you today ): Next Friday yea kor?
Hmm, found out today that I don't really have a favourite food. Isn't that kinda impossible? I love and enjoy all types of food. It might seem like you think that for example, cheesywedges is my fave food but there are many many more. Bratwusrt sausage, unagi, porkchops, whipped potato, pasta, fish, wan tan mee, char siew fan, sandwiches, bacon, pork belly, baby back ribs, steak, doublecheeseburgers, cashew nuts, ruffles, cookies, icecream, fudge brownies, marshmallows, hellopanda, caramel corn...
Ahh the list goes on.

Sugar, oh honey honey, you are my candy girl, and you got me wanting youuuu!
Sorry, the song just came up on itunes. Did I mention I have 700+ archiecomics? Yeah the last time I counted, don't worry I stopped collecting! But I still got all of them here at home, anyone wanna borrow? Glad to :D

2009-01-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

Education fair yesterday at Midvalley was a letdown. Shopping at Midvalley was a total letdown. Atleast I got to hang out with Chee Hui after so long, and Mabel too :D Played pool, ohyeah I got better. I love pool xD Ate at secret recipe, me and Mable shared a kids meal! Kids meal rocks! Battling over chicken or beef, beef won :D Didn't watch a movie there, instead came back to my house and watched a dvd at my place, Rocker, nice movie. Kinda sad though eventhough its a comedy.
Slept over at Qi's (: 3rd time was the charm! Could finally sleep in her room, guess I was just tired. Woke up and went for brunch with the family (OMG). At BellyGood!!! I preferred the name Wendy's Bistro but I guess the new name is better to advertise that the place sells pork. YUMMY! Shared between all of them the mushroom soup, garlic cheese bread, sundried cheese & tomato pita, 2 sandwiches, pork belly and the new babybackribs with 3 scoops of Movenpick ice-cream, brownie with vanila ice cream and ice-cream cake! Once again, PORK BELLY! zomghaxbbqsossss~

Got a haircut after, FRIGGIN SHORT MY FRINGE. Better grow man, now school need to tie it up & everyone will be staring at my pimples, greaat. So tied up my fringe and went to Pyramid to meet with Mabel for ice-skating. Who knew these 3 guys would also follow behind her! Made new friends again! Jay, Timothy and Ivan. All of us skated, fun but pain >< And I DIDN'T FALL this time! Eventhough Mabel pushed me as I was making my way out of the exit, and in the end SHE fell in her dress! Muahahahha! Still love you laaa.

Then she left me ): and the guys agreed to send me back home. Freaking deja vu, *refer to last post*. And instead of a crystal shop, they brought me shopping! Hahaha. Ohyes, nice car (:

Melanie and Daniel are boarding into the plane now T__T And Mabel is leaving 2mrw. Stupid Australia, grrrr.

Sleep, now! Was doing hw but ffk it la. Assembly 2mrw, cement step thing! :D Gosh, wonder when this stupid feeling stops. *cement step thing! weeee* Not tonight apparently, lalala.

Yeah, I was a Skinny Bitch today. Thanks for the shirt again Bianca~

2009-01-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

Friday's are nice (:

Got to be a happy happy girl today, cause I saw *ahem* :D This is why I love asiacafe ~
After hanging out with Chai Leng, Chen Ji, Tiffany, Mabel, Adriz and Daniel in the canteen, moved them to AC, but why Daniel went missing ))): Met up with Krystal and Amanda for awhile. Wanted to play pool but they had to jet.

Fast forward to me and Mabel getting a taxi, asking the guy wether Pyramid can, him saying okay, us getting in the taxi, him driving from school to Taylor's there and him saying traffic jam lah cannot, no charge. Wtff, I ask u for a reason wether Pyramid can right =.=
Fast forward to us getting another taxi and it was seriously the best taxi experience, haha like a bunch of chinapeks man. Taking taxi with Mabel is damn fun.

So we sat down besides the ice-skating rink, saw Kwan Yee, and then Shaun! Last minute decided to go inside and skate as well. Then I saw Shaun leaving, but then I saw Jovi!! He was going in also (: Skated with Mabel, and I was frigging happy that I never fell, until when they wanted to clean the rink, and I was gonna go just one more round, THEN I fell. Thankgod didnt get my clothes wet. So waited half an hour and went back in again, then Mabel left me T_T So in the end I hanged out with Jovi and his friends, Christopher, Marcell and Lam? Haha not sure if I spelled it right. Kwan Yee tried to teach me how to break, but I'm such a noob, impossible for now. Grr Jovi and Christopher kept trying to push me down in the rink, I feel freaking bad for swearing so much... infront of little kids and everyone else. Stupid Katherine, must learn from my mistakes and watch out, control myself ><

Teman-ed the guys to eat dinner at Sakae Sushi after skating. Still saw the pro skating after dinner, wahhh! Dunnoe how ppl can tahan skating that long. Ohyes, thanks Christopher for belanja-ing me unagi and hot ocha! And these guys ah, brought me to .... a crystal shop. Because someone wanted to buy an aquamarine crystal for himself? Lol, weird la these guys, but damn funny and lame! *OCHAAA! :D * Hanged in Pyramid till 9pm, they sent me back home! Yayy, no bus for me today (:

Realized how tired I was when I reached Home Sweet Home, out the whole day walking back and forth AC and school, and ice-skated after how many years and walked around Pyramid with my stupid school bag. Gonna go continue reading The Diary of Anne Frank, been busy with school and such! Then I can finally start reading Nefertiti that Tze Yang borrowed me. How's America, fool? (;

Today's choice of clothes, ultimately fave denim shorts and Heineken T-shirt, with my school pony tail.

Tomorrow MidValley? Nights ~

I do still think about you, though I shouldn't right.
What's become of us.
What's become of you.

Skinny jeans make you look not skinny

2009-01-12T23:55:00.004+08:00

Friday
Saw hot guys at the ice-skating rink at around 12.30am with KellieWellie! She came over to my place and we called a cab and tadaa! Hot hockey players =P Met up with Wai Yik, and made new friends! The brothers, Keith and Ken. We were kinda blurr what our plans were, end result was us sitting on the floor in Pyramid talking about shit. Then their dad came, so the 3 of us were just sitting at the mamak outside Pyramid, shisha-ed till around 4.30am (Kellie's first time, HURRAY!) till it rained. Walked halfway then hopped on a cab and sleptover at my place.

Saturday
Woke up and took the LRT to KLCC for the Education Fair at the convention centre. Alot of cute guys too 8DD And yes, other than the cute guys, I managed to look into the colleges and courses as well *angel* Had absolutely no more slippers (the one i was wearing were my cousin's {sorry!}) so bought these cute Vincci slippers for RM33 after sale! Got back home around 9pm and kong, Egg and Kellie had to open the door themselves, sorry!

Sunday
Woke up early, and was sitting in my kitchen wondering what the hell I was gonna do the whole day and was sighing at my superboredom when it suddenly hit me that I was going out with Melanie and the gang today! Got ready and instead of taking the bus, Melanie picked me up, thanks! Tiffany & Sucelia couldn't make it last minute ): Elena, Malini, Esther and Melanie were waiting outside Kitschen's dressing room for a really long time, cause I was trying on 6 pairs of jeans and a red tube top. End of the day I bought the 1st skinny jeans I tried on and the red tube top (: The shoes the day before is the start of my CNY shopping :D Also got my RM9.90 flipflops, exactly the same as my old ones except RM7 cheaper o.o Joon Jern and Lam Shein then joined us for lunch at Sakae Sushi. I swear every single time I go out with Esther, we are ALWAYS eating sushi! Exp T.T Justin and Julian then joined us in time for the movie.

We watched the ghost movie, They Wait.

Fcuking hilarious ghost movie! Owh its NOT supposed to be a comedy, but I just could not stop laughing! Go watch it people! =D Fave part is : 'How can a little boy fool an old lady?' 'How can an old lady fool herself!' hahahahahaha :D
Nice storyline, the parts were cliche though. Like its there, then not there, then there, then not? Expected~ But overall nice funny movie!

Spent a heck of a long time in Popular, YES because of me. What did they learn in Popular? To NEVER go to a bookshop with Katherine Lim, as I spent freaking long deciding how many files, what colour files, what type of notebook and what kind of bottle(which I didn't get in the end) that I needed to get. And just when you think you can get your asses outta the stupid bookshop, I just HAD to get intrigued by the stupid computer hammer game they were holding! I just couldn't resist when I heard the person say 'Free Movie Tickets'. So I forced Esther to play it with me, we didn't win ): Thankgod though as I found out it was for a chinese movie, helloo banana in the house ! Ahh, Hilarious Times in Popular (((: 'Blow harder Esther!'

Then took NeoPrints ~ 3 times. Two with the guys and the last one with just us girls. Time flied really fast and everyone had to go back home. So after rushing to get my staff discount at Kitcshen from Chee Hui ( thanks!) and my slippers, Mel dropped me back home around evening.

.siewleetan has been added to the conversation.

Reuben says:

tan siew lee ada

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

COLLEGE GIRL !!!!!!!!

.siewleetan says:

HERE YOU AREE

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

=DDD

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

THERE U ARE !

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

HERE I AM !

Reuben says:

omigawd!!

Reuben says:

group hug !!

Reuben says:

*hugs*

Reuben says:

-.-

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

HUGS

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katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

stacey! HUG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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NOW !

.siewleetan says:

*HUGSSSS*

katherineee. ♥passing you one side of my earphones. says:

thats better (:

Reuben says:

({)

.siewleetan says:

(})

The last two are the hug signs (;

Today was the first Assembly of us being Form 5's! Got to school early cause I was so excited to no longer seat on the floor but on the cement steps thing. WOOOOT ~

2009-01-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

Just survived 2nd day of school! Absolutely no homework yesterday but there are loads today ):
Gotta start revising as well )):

First day of school was quite nice, just so awesome that I got to talk with everyone again. Though I don't really like my place in class, at the last row! Should have went to school earlier yesterday to pick out the good seats but I was waiting for my hot milo to not be so hot ><

Mabel, freaking hurry up and come back from Shanghai, you aussie girl! Supposed to be my mahjong buddy, and gotta take you out (:

From meeting up with her in Pyramid the other day.

Aargh, yesterday had a little bit of a sore throat. Started after half of the school day. (What, I talked and screamed too much when I saw my friends? o.o ). And today it got REALLY BAD. Couldn't really talk and was coughing most of the time. Katherine was quiter today, omg! But that still didn't stop me from screaming at times, like when Zhi Lynn told me there was a hot guy and I turned around and screamed WHERE in the cantin ( at first he was dyamn ~~HOT~~ cute! But then I took a closer look and nahh), and when Tija showed me her piercing. Automatic to scream la.

Form 5 Theta (& especially Form 5 Sigma), right outside the principal's toilet, fuyooo what an honour!
I found a way to 'tuck' in my shirt, whaaat? Must take precautions now okay, wonder how many times the principal and discipline staff pee in a day?

Thanks for the year, no, the past 16years.

2009-01-04T06:05:00.005+08:00

A freaking car accident just happened right outside my house between a taxi and a porchse. Tsk, such a waste of a sexy car.

Heard a loud BOOM and looked outside the window. A guy is lying on the floor, the car alarm is blasting, people are ~~crowding~~...... kei-po-ing. And yet,

........

The ambulance hasn't arrived yet, and I live right down the street from SJMC.

One minute you're driving without a care in the world, the next....

So what if it's freaking 5.30am, and so what that you think there are no cars on the streets, just drive properly! My guess is that the speeding porchse rammed into the stationary taxi as there are always taxi's opposite my street. Then again I could be wrong, but from what it seems you know. Sorry to those related if I am.

I'm 17 and I will be starting my first day of my last year of high school tomorrow. I will make most of my life, so that whenever time is, my time, I will not regret it. I will start to live life, love life, make most of life and be thankful for life. If something isn't going my way, do something about it. And if I can't, accept it and move on.

Other NewYearResolutions
Pay attention in class by sleeping early the night before and eating breakfast before school.
Study harder, revise more often, every end of the week/everyday?
Finish my homework promptly, well and on time.
Improve on my handwriting and being more neat in my work.
Participate in SportsDay.
Join either YellowHse Cheerleading or Cyrens.
Exercise daily with jogging and sit-ups.
Join either Dance class or Celebrity Fitness.
Take better care of Jacky, walk everyday, bathe every 2weeks.
Make time for friends and family.
Never stop having my own fun, even on some school nights, as long as I am doing the first three and am well-aware of situations.
Stop swearing as much, not totally off as that's impossible, but less. Especially in public.
Be more thankful.

Reminder *** move computer to another room and replace with study table, so that I can finally study in the comfort of my own room with my music from the lappy.

Sitting for O-levels this year, study hard katherine!

January 4th, Sunday, 5.??am,
May You Rest In Peace.

HappyNewYear2009 & Jan 1st 2009 !

2009-01-02T21:39:00.005+08:00

HappyNewYear2009! Went for countdown at The Curve. Fireworks were awesome. Guy ask for my number, blek, lol. And when the celebrations were OVER, random dude sprayed ME ONLY. All the other people passing, nooo, only ME. Grrr >;(

After I washed out all the foam and strings, couldn't resist putting this pic. Dork picture! (:

Played with my hair for awhile, Qiqi gave me the stick/chopstick!

Next day met up with Kellie&WaiYik. Yeah I wore the same outfit, except with a belt this time. Ah whatever la, it was still relatively clean! Talked at Subway damn freaking loud&long, when we finally left received alot of mean stares (: Danced like the 'threebestfriends' we were. LOL

love at first sight

Freaking candid! I was just suggesting what to do T_T
Now I look like superwoman ;D

Straight went to Chen Ji's place for his NewYears Gathering. Played Guitar Hero and ate KFC ! Hotel California on GH is damn nice to play! Didn't take much pics though ): Nice catching up with Mabel, Sucelia, Chen Ji & Chai Leng... and Chen Ji's brother? Haha, I'm his JieJie remember! And his dog Tubby is freaking cute, he can roll over!

HappyNewYear again people. Received my sms?
Grr, Form5 now! Never thought this year would come so fast. Last year of highschool.
And once again, because my birthday is in December, after a whole year of saying 'I am 16 this year', and I finally got to say I'm 16!! ,
...
I now have to say, I'm 17 this year
o.o"'

A girl who just wants to live life and has licked it.

2008-12-30T03:35:00.009+08:00

Watched Bedtime Stories last night. I liked it!

Freaking adorable guinea pig. Bugsy!!!!!

Lovelovelove Adam Sandler movies.

Realized yesterday. People have been coming to my house everynight so far, including tonight. Eat my food, drop my laptop, sleep on my bed. Haha nola, I like sharing my food la okay (: But I don't like people dropping my laptop ofcourse =.=

I am really hoping for an unforgettable beautiful New Years Eve/Day, meaning at 12am.
Drinks and fireworks, you give me that, I'll go to the ends of the Earth for you.

Well I ~~don't mind waiting~~ 'til you're comfortable with me
But what's it gonna take to prove that I'm for real?
'Cause you know how I feel about you
You know I can't live without you
I just wanna stay and make it real

I just wanna feel you tonight
making sure the moment's just right
I could die just staring in your eyes
I just wanna feel your heartbeat
hold you even closer to me
Fall asleep with you right by my side
We'll see fireworks tonight

Muacks to you ♥

Imba

2008-12-28T06:49:00.003+08:00

Why do I keep sleeping in the morning? Hehe

So I didn't do anything on Christmas day other than thunbmaster the night before(previous posts). Just stayed in my room. But at night SiewLee, Zhiji, Reuben and Jovi came over, after 12am so yeah I was alone for Christmas. Hanged out, watched WildChild and then Saw 2. Scaryy T___T Jovi had to go back arnd 4am, the rest slept over. Apparently it was possible to squeeze 4ppl on my bed. They went back home around 4pm.

Didn't sleep the whole of Friday night, 3 of them chilled at my house again, with Audrey(Qiqi) too. Watched Saw 3. Bah 2nd was scarier. Waving them bye otside my house arnd 7am unexpectedly turned into all of us going for A&W for breakfast to sending Zhiji off at the stadium in Shah Alam. Stupid NS :/ I'll try to get you your virtual rock band(somehow o.o), sorry again I couldn't get you the guitar that night T__T

So freaking hot, when I finally got back home around 11am from a night and day of being sleep-deprived, showered, onlined, got ditched, watched tv and slept till 7pm. Was planning on staying in my room again but unexpectedly went out with Serena and Reuben to Hartama's. Was supposed to play pool but in the end got some drinks at Hana, then supposed to go karaoke but not worth it la. Went to the mamak at SS2 to eat, bought some dvd's to go back to my place to watch. Didn't even finish the scary jap movie cause it was boring. I didn't really care for Bangkok Dangerous. And Reuben did something so fcuking hilarious, just cannot wait to tell everyone, soon the time will come >;D

7.07am now, not sleepy, but gonna force myself to sleep. Might as well too since I got ditched, again. Well, atleast he stuck up to the '7am only I go sleep' promise. Need to sleep for tomorrow as well, ~~nights~~ morning sunshines !

If I never see you again, it would be too soon

2008-12-26T19:50:00.004+08:00

WTF YOU FCUKING PIECES OF SHITHEADS

HUH? Why can't you just leave me alone? I am CLEARLY running away from you, you just SAID it yourself. YOU go YOUR way and I'll go MY way and everything will be just peachy! But NO, you have to keep chasing and chasing and fcuking chasing me!??? IT IS FCUKING CLEAR YOU AND ESPECIALLY THAT BITCH ARE THE LAST TWO PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE. It's BAD enough I have to look at you two together but WHAT? You HAVE to keep coming at me? To what? FLAUNT two of you at me isit? I already left you guys alone right? I already gave you what YOU FCUKING TOOK FROM ME, I GAVE YOU HIM!! (It wasn't even more like give, it was more like YOU kept PECKING and pecking and pecking at us) And UNLIKE YOU, I left YOU TWO alone. So can you just fcuking leave me alone? YOU, you skinny white piece of trash, are the LAST person I want to see, ever. FCUKINGSERIOUSLY. If I ran away from you guys ONCE then fine, you can TRYYYY to chase me again, BUT I RAN AWAY FCUKIN 3 or 4 TIMES? CLEARLY shows I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR FCUKING FACE. And WHAT? When you finally did catch up to me and I was tired of doing this stupid charade of running away from your faces, all SHE can do is say HI? WTF? I don't GIVE A FCUK what SHE has to say. I give a fcuk about what YOU have to say you stupid asshole! What was the fcuking point of chasing me if you weren't even gonna say ANYTHING? So it's really true la, you just want to fcuking flaunt her infront of me? CONGRATULATIONS you fcuking idiot.

All I wanted was to have a nice run, yeah, I HAVE been gaining weight, I do not deny it. So I finally have the TIME and strenght to just have a nice jog around my neighbourhood, but NO YOU have to RUIN THAT TOO. You're already fcuking skinny, so what, I can't be skinny too isit? I see you, so I have to run back home? NO. It is MY neighbourhood, so I just turned around, and tried to keep my distance. Everything will be OKAY. BUT NOOOO you fcuking piece of shits, had to show your faces at me. SO FINE, I'LL GO BACK HOME. YOU HAPPY NOW????? LET ME BE FAT IN MY STUPID HSE OKAY??

To THINK that I actually wanted to say 'sorry' to you. No, things can never be the same again. But ATLEAST we could have been acquaintaces, say hi and bye and how's your day. But that's the farthest thing from my mind right now, unless you have the fcuking balls to do something about it. Idiot.

I don't know if you two are together or if you're not or WHATEVER. I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW(cause it'll just mean that our whole relationship was a lie), I DO NOT WANT TO CARE. Please, no fucking need for explanations cause I can't bear to hear your stupid name every single day. Yeah, go steal my best friend too, cause your good at stealing everything I care about right? Hope you have a sucky life.

Bitch, YOU win HANDS DOWN. YOU are the ABSOLUTE LAST person I want to see, if I never see you again, it would be too soon.

To YOU, what? You think I'm such a bitch now. Well go, choose her over me, ohwait, too late! Stop fcuking asking me 'why can't you two be friends'. OMYGOD. YOU always ask me WHY and it always ends up in me TELLING you EVERYTHING in TEARS. How many times did I had to tell you till you understand why I fcuking Hate her? 6, 7 times NOT ENOUGH? And you STILL don't understand. Like I said last time, I'm TIRED of proving to you why I hate her. So whatever, think that I'm the bitch, go ahead. I don't need to explain myself to you anymore, cause you have such a thick head, nothing gets through. No, I didn't use secret messages, didn't use subtle hints. I told you DIRECTLY why I hate her, the many many reasons and you FORGOT apparently? Impossible.

You annoy and annoy and annoy me and everyone has told me to fcuking stay away from you. But yes, I do have a soft spot for you. But there is a fcuking limit. Ohmygod I must be stupid and crazy. Skinny white bitch, fcuking stay away from me please?

Haih, okay I'm starting to chill.... But yeah, everything I said here is the absolute truth. But I do feel bad for posting it up here for whoever to see. Bahh ohwell, I'll delete this when I feel like it. And if I do, it is not because I take it back, it's because I just feel that it is mean to bitch on blogs as I have described too much about that bitch and it is obviously her.
Still, absolute truth.

Sorry so much for the language, yeah I am aware I say "fcuk" alot in my blog, but this is too much. Just understand that I was really really pissed. Sorry ><

Merry Christmas babehs

2008-12-25T05:41:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

Hope everyone had an awesome Christmas eve/Christmas.

Woke up at 3pm, walked Jacky, bathed him(finally), had a nice long chat with my mom, jogged(one round), saw Qiqi so walked together with her, and something so what the fcuk happened. Scariest shit I saw in my life happening right in front of me. I really don't know if I should blame myself or not, but I DO feel guilty. I'm so sorry Qiqi, I really am. If only I held on a little bit longer. T___________________T

So, because of that, I was late for Kellie's Xmas Eve party(apparently, I'm ALWAYS fashionably late for everything?). Had fun finally catching up with Kellie, Wai Yik, Chai Leng and Chen Ji. And also seeing Daniel Loo again, haha first time finally actually talking with him. And Chen Ji's little brother. He calls me JieJie, awwww (:

Ate soo fcuking much at the party(as usual, that's why mom's love me. Cause I always help finish the party food). God, everyone kept judging me. I can't help it that it looked liked a mountain T___T Kellie's dad was cool, and quite a smartass. He kept topping up my glass with whiskey and took a picture of me cause he was scared I would go 'missing' the next day. =.="' He himself didn't even drink, hmm?

And my slipper broke T____T
Note to self: Buy new slipper, or receive slippers for xmas, PLEASE?

Then Reuben picked me up, played thumbmaster in my kitchen with him, Shawn, Jovi and Wai Yik joined us a little later.

Hope I can see Kellie tomorrow at her place (((:

Btw, I got my teddybear back from Genting. Weeeeee :D

Merry xmas again lovers !

And If I was blessed with that one Christmas wish,
I would wish that you were right here,
beside me :/

trash the room, cause we can

2008-12-23T19:37:00.016+08:00

Spent my Saturday, Sunday and Monday at Genting Highlands, (yea, genting.. again) =D
Explored, played mahjong, jumped on beds, talked and ate at that chinese restaurant(same one where I got Guang Liang's autograph). Then walked around FirstWorld and went for that SuperTrio show at Arena of Stars. It was sooo boring, maybe if I understood what they were saying but still, what kind of gameshow is just people talking and talking and talking. Though the BruceLee sketch was funny, the little boys were sooo cute !
Quick stop back to the penthouse then went to Safari. Got two bottles of Bacardi Apple. Finished one and a half of it in Safari. Danced the whole night away with Siew Lee(such a good dancer!), Zhiji, Reuben(not for long as he then went missing, found him sleeping at the other side) and Serena, camwhored. Danced with a random stranger, why couldn't he be hot? LOL. Then my mom dropped by for awhile from the casino then went back up again. The pic above is proof that I danced with my mom! Hahaha, she's always wanted to dance with me and the day where I was finally high enough to dance with my mother has come. The pic though, is fcuking fugly of me and the photoshop has failed, but still, I got to dance with my mom in Safari (:

After Safari, went to the convinience store and stocked up on maggiemee. Reuben headed straight for the bed and Zhiji, Siew Lee and me ate our maggiemee's. I had a MAJOR craving for cheesywedges from KFC. I told(more like screamed) at Serena's friend Ben to buy me cheesywedges but he wouldn't get it, I told him I will remember it but he didn't believe and thats why he didn't get it, but I DID remember it! Think I'm drunk isit, ofcourse not, just high. So they didn't wanna get it, and they left for the casino. I called my mom and Serena but nooo, they can't get it. So I gave Zhiji and Siew Lee some money and pushed them out the door to get me my cheesywedges. But when they came back I was snoozing away ><

Woke up around 6am and they both were about to sleep. Saw Nicky in the livingroom(haven't seen him in ages!), chatted with him which woke Reuben up cause he was sleeping on the couch. We heated up the cheesywedges and pigged out on it, Mr.Potato, ChipsMore, coleslaw and finished the remaining Bacardi Apple. Soon, Nicky and Serena's friends came by and there we were, drinking beer and chatting with a bunch of OLD people(haha, nola, 27,28 not that old). Learnt about how older girls are smarter than younger girls not cause they are more difficult to get into bed with but because they want either commitment or expensive stuff, on the other hand the younger girls ask for Guess not Gucci and the even younger girls ask for Roxy. LOL. They were quite fun to hang out and talk with, didn't treat me like a fcuking 16year old(: After going down to the convenience store to stock up and flashed the camera in the lift, slept around 10, 11am? Thanks for cleaning up the table cause the stupid housekeeping didn't! Well, atleast they cleaned the billions of chips and peanuts on the bed and floor. Okay they chips were my fault cause I kept stuffing them into people's mouths, but I didn't do anything with the peanuts!This lovely heater in the shape of a fireplace kept us warm (:
So woke up, went to Sushi King to eat (was craving for sushi last night, and spicyfood, and crab, but whatever) While eating, decided to stay another night. Slack whole day, played poker. Then walked around FirstWorld to look for something to eat, in the end ordered roomservice and pizza. Played thumbmaster(awesome drinkinggame, though we weren't in the mood to drink so we played with water but Nicky, Wendy and Serena played with beer), watched transformers, gayed around in the toilet and as you can see, kissed and gangbanged little bears purchased from the convinience store the other night!

Best karaoke session ever! Screamed our lungs off to awesome songs. Cartoon Heroes and YMCA was the funnest ^.^V After about 3hours of eating keropok, nuts, singing, dancing and laughing, played pool for awhile and walked around aimlessly. Boys took off their tops at 4am in the morning and ran around at the fountain =.="' Don't worry, it wasn't even that cold. Watched transformers again, and got ready for bed. Pillow-talked and fell asleep, hugging my bear the whole night.

Soo, I left the bear at the room >< But I called hotelservice to keep it for me till I can collect it. Anyways, woke up and headed straight for Subang to beat the traffic. Mom dropped us off at the mamak up my street. Walked back to my house and they explored my room. They took a cab back but met up with them again few hours later for swimming and badminton at Holiday Villa, this time with Audrey(Qiqi). Siew Lee showed us how to play like a bimbo, hehe. Showered at my house and Zhiji and Siew Lee made us a 30minute meal! Awww, thanks so much. Soup and spagetthi was deelish!

Played truth or dare in the kitchen! Let's see

sniff butt, *omg I'm fat*, kiss, touch tongues, ice in bra, lapdance, hump, horny prank calls, poledance, eat dogfood and tablespoons of salt, demonstrate how to lick a vagina and blowjob.

Just to name a few

Such an exhausting weekend and monday, after they left around 3.30am, ahh, slept like a baby.
If only you knew...

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet

2008-12-19T18:45:00.006+08:00

Pics of last night, bought a JackDaniel bottle and brought it to Bianca's place.

*pics deleted of a certain someone =.= blackmail !

Big eyes on purpose, to show our colored contact lens !

but with your eyes so green

and your pinkish theme,
you've made an old friend seem
rather dead to me
alas the weapon sex can be

The Razor - Head Automatica

*edit//
I just read Chai Leng's blog! At 5.16am o.o Haha wonder how that happened. I wanted to write in her tagbox but she doesn't seem to have one =.= Just wanted to say that I feel bad, I was going to take the job with you but in the end changed my mind, because those fcukers wouldn't accept me eventhough I was days away till 16 at that time. But I thought you would be okay with it since you took the job without me knowing abt it in the first place. But still, if I have let you down, I'm sorry ):
Also feel bad that I haven't visited you yet, and haven't hit the gym yet too. *grows fatter* AHHH it happens by the minute!!
And I'm planning on taking another job(probably a promoter), since apparently the Umobile roadshow has finished ): Haih really wanted that job. Now's another one, only for a day or two, or three, after Christmas.
But how am I supposed to find the time to travel to Singapore by myself now? I asked my mom but she doesn't want to go, and suggested me to go myself. Well, it would be good experience. Can stay over at my cousin's place there. And cause I reaally wanna see Andrea !! It's been AGES! Nuu, a year o.o T_T And I wanna check out the Christmas decorations there as well, its always fab!
But how do I find the time to see Melanie as well!? She's coming back here, TODAY! Well, I can see her anytime when she's back but Esther and Tiff have these special days which are only next week that they are available. And I wanna see them too!
Zhilynn? Kellie? Well, you're always in my heart! HAHA you know la, your moms o.o

I miss my dear friends.

And as you can see in the pictures, Qiqi(Audrey) is FINALLY back from China! Ahh fcuk I really missed her, thanks for today. BFFS forever. And I see you as my sister too T__T I LOVE YOU.

5.29am, gotta hit the hay for tomorrow.