You spin my head right round, right round

Tiffany and Jing Yu's Cny Party
18 Feb: Qiqi(Audrey's) Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL, FOXY FOURTEEN!


14 Feb: Valentine's Day

Wai Keat's House

Cassidy's birthday celebration

Randoms
As promised, the pictures!
Samantha, SEND me ALL pics on your phone!

Billions more, especially of me, sam & evaline when we're bored at hartamas but because of my fugly hairstyle of my fringe that STILL hasn't grown yet, too bad

:P

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away

Earth Hour

Hey guys, been meaning to post this up about a month ago so I better do it now, the earlier the better.





Everybody PLEASE watch, PLEASE understand, PLEASE spread the news.

Been wanting to have a nicer (pro-er) post about this issue and I will when I can. It is something I feel really strongly about. If you can't wait for my post, please do not hesitate to go down to the websites

Earth Hour.org or the Malaysia site, Earth Hour.org.my

Just a click away. Read all you can about it to understand. If possible, why not try more than one hour? Why not two, four, eight? What the heck is stopping us...We should not only attempt to save our planet in one hour of one year, but all year round. Anyways,

Saturday, MARCH28, 8.30pm-9.30pm

Over 74 other countries and territories have pledged their support to Earth Hour.
Why can't you?

A month of you

So people actually noticed that my blog has been dead, and apparently if I don't update it I'm gonna get kicked out of the family. Gosh, so they'd rather me stay at home and blog than go out with them huh. Well has it been that long? It's only been........ *checking*

Holy #!*$ ! One month and one day??? Ohmygosh I thought it was 2weeks max.

Reasons for not updating? Well, its been a fun... month. *Still amazed that its been a month* Though maybe I pushed it a bit too much. Freaking seriously, as soon as I reach home, do homework then sleep(or should I say, do hw halfway then sleep). Hardly was at home, and when I am, sleeping or too tired to use the computer, then go out again. When you people did see me online, its to on my music and do my homework. That's also the reason for the lack of chatting online.

Sorry friends ):

Erm what have I been up to?

Everyday after school at AC, then Lepaq, Breakers and Hartamas Square. MOS 2 weeks in a row (Thursday ladies night!), Poppy's the other night, Pyramid, shisha, mamaks, swimming, sitting my butt in taxi's and cars here and there and money flying away.
New friends, old friends rekindled, new memories always leaving room for more. Laughing, hugging, bitching, heart to heart talks, annoyance, pain, confusion, love.

I wanna sum up my february month with pics but, look at the time. Study and sleepy time. Muacks.

Yes, I'm still alive.

Cause I'm broken

Found this while surfing the net,

Week 4
Mommy, I am only 4 mm long, but I have some of my organs like my eyes and a spinal cord. I love the vibrations whenever you speak. Every time I feel it, I wave my arm and leg buds. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. And my heart is beating too, just like yours...

Week 8
Mommy, if you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I have tiny fingers and toes now. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. I only weigh a gram. It is so nice and warm in here.

Week 12
You know what Mommy? I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Week 16
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I look more like you now. My eyes and ears are in place. I spend alot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Week 20
I can hear you clearly Mommy. Every single word you say, your laughter, your cries...

I know you went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He's wrong. He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby...

I think and feel. You felt me too, Mommy, you felt me moving inside of you. You cried whenever you felt that. And also when the doctor said abortion.
Abortion?
Mommy, what's that?

Week 24
Mommy I can see now, my eyes are finally open!!

But I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. He keeps saying the word abortion. Mommy, you haven't tell me what's that? Mommy... huh...

... something is intruding my home.... ow...

The doctor called it a needle...Mommy what's happening? It hurts! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! Help...

(two days later)

My home... Its smaller now. Tighter. I feel suffocated. Mommy, what's wrong?
Am I suppose to come out now? Huh... Ouch!

What's that? Its pulling my legs down. Am I suppose to come out? Its hurting me. The evil man called it a forcep. Its painful Mommy. He's pulling me out of you. But I'm not ready Mommy...

...

Mommy, I'm out. I'm out. I can breathe freely now. I can see you. You saw me too. You're crying Momm..

(The evil man inserts scissors into the base of the skull while the baby is still alive, breathing, and the scissors blades are spread apart to create an opening. A suction catheter is placed into the opening and the brain is sucked out. The skull collapses and it (he) is removed.)

Week 28
Mommy, I am okay. I am in the Almighty's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. I forgive you Mommy.

He told me about my father. And about the time he raped you. I forgive him too, Mommy.

But why didn't you want me Mommy?
Why?

I love you Mommy.
And you could have loved me too, if you had given me the chance.

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never feel.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

I'm against murder. Are you?

This story is entirely fictional, but the horrific procedures are not.
It is one of many abortion procedures that are being carried out today.
This baby was fortunate, at least he was able to see the world, though briefly.

Others are not, some are simply denied blood supply and suffocate to death, some are cut by a surgical knife into many pieces to be suctioned out of the uterus and some are simply crushed to death with forceps and are removed from the uterus in pieces.

Abortion equates to murder, denying someone a chance to live.

There are other choices for unwanted and unplanned pregnancies. And abortion should not be one of them.
There is help.
Give life a chance.

PLEASE spread the message by re-posting this in your blog or forward this via email.



Jumper - Third Eye Blind

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know somethings wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away

If i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) - E.e Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


Love Is Enough - William Morris

Love is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter.
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

William Shakespeare

"Love comforteth like sunshine after rain."

"So long as I can breathe or I can see, so long lives your love which gives life to me."

"So dear I love him that with him, all deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life."

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."

"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."

"I love thee, I love but thee; with a love that shall not die; till the sun grows cold and the stars grow old."

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

If hate is such a strong word, then why do we toss around love like it's nothing?

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend.

When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me.

Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine.


"Life with you is like a dream. It was my hope and my reason to live. Everything about you helps me believe. That nothing matters but you in love with me."