Yo !

Just came back from barcelona, yeah was supposed to go MOS but how are you supposed to turn down 4 bottles of bacardi lemon? :D








from TGIF's the other day. Isn't Richmond and my daddy just so cute? Just felt like uploading them, will try to upload the rest next time. Bahh will just upload some now okay?











Omfg this was when Maegan was back for hols! Now she's back at India. Miss her like crazy, have yet to go clubbing with her ):



































Pictures for the school magazine! Couldn't upload all of em, check out my facebook!

Enough for now yeah? Off to bed, 6am! Ohgosh it's raining!!!

*runs to save Jacky her cute doggie*

Heehee

In other words, darling kiss me.

Trials are over, for now!
Next week is holidays, then the week after that trials continue. But for now, no more studying (:
Been kinda bad though, still went out abit eventhough I told myself not to >< Went to Barcelona for the first time ever, its about time I checked it out. And yeap, I was right. HATE it. Its okay to drink and hang with your friends, music's great. But most of the people there are abit..., no dance floor and whole place filled with smoke.
So I overslept to get to school but it was okay since I dropped Accounts and it was the accounts exam. Reached school around 11am just in time for my Maths paper, then ate at face to face for pan mee and hanged out at AC. Omg today I ROCKED in pool :D Tomorrow gonna go phone-hunting. Mom's been pestering me. I'm using this really old phone now if you guys didn't know. Not colour-screen. Haha been about a year. And now, if I charge my phone the whole night before, the next day it would still have low battery. Real dangerous ><

And I KNOW I'm going to get bad results for trials. Atleast I'm expecting it. Say byebye to applying to college early. Ohwell, the reason for wanting to do good for my trials was so I had the choice to take a break for awhile, travel around Malaysia, get a bunch of promoter jobs and just have fun with my friends. So worst comes to worst, I can just apply to college with my Olevel marks, not the trials, So whatever, if I don't get 5credits for my trails. Just gotta make sure I study for real for the real IGCSE Olevels exam.

And OWHGOSH, haven't blogged about MTV WORLD STAGE LIVE YET!!! Haha soon babes, a proper post. And there's a chance you lovelies will see me and my friends on TV. Tune in to MTV on 28August Friday, 9pm!


I can't keep you off my mind!!!!

Current mood : happy and free

Cant you see that its just raining
Aint no need to go outside...
But Baby, You hardly even notice
When I try to show you this
Song is meant to keep ya
From doing what your supposed to
Like waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep in
Ill make you banana pancakes
Pretend like its the weekend now

psst, I love the weekends
(:

I'm seirously not used to this.
Staying at home, is utterly boring!
Ok maybe not completely boring, but it just kinda makes me, tired, upset, confined? I feel dead. Yet random. Yes, this is the only reason why I'm blogging right now. Cause I'm actually home and not sleeping/lieing on the bed.

To Azaidi,

if you believe in having sex say HELLYEAH
when I say S, you say E, when I say X
you say SEX !!!!

;DD

At first, I didn't know what was so great about music. Then I loved how I could reach my soul because of it. At this time it was rock songs and all. Then the oldies reached my ears, and also japanese and indonesian songs. By this time and before that, I despised 'club' songs. It literally made me carsick. But all along I had no probs with trance, hardstyle and I guess techno? Then I started going clubbing, and yeah I'm saying it the club songs got to me. Not all, but some are occasionaly nice. Still can't beat the sounds of the guitar and drums though. Then I realized I couldn't dance to trance (haha) but still, whatever la. Over the time, I then realized I kinda like some of the songs? Sorry for my noob ways of naming music genre's but I just feel like saying what's going on in my head (:
Wonder when I'll start liking those serious hardcore metal screamo songs. Some I'm getting used to though. Guess it really is possible to like all type of musics. From now on, I don't think I would be insulting people for their music tastes. Music is music right? Whatever finds their way into our hearts <3

So, kinda hard to update about what's been happening everyday right? But for these two weeks, been trying to stay at home. O Levels trials is on 15 August 17 August!

I know I'm late, but what the hell

Sri KL has been closed for one week due to AH1N1!
Hope those that contracted swine flu are okay ): All the best.

And the week before that, there were already known cases in the school but has not announced to be closed down yet, so ofcourse I skipped the whole week. Now I'm kinda worried. Missed out on those last classes and I left my books at school till now o.o

So eventhough I've been at home on the weekdays, doesn't mean I was on the weekends (; So two weekends ago, got everyone to go to Curve with me to try to win the moshpit tickets for MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia and SUCCESS!!! Just jump around, shake and scream and thou shall receive! Glad to say that I was the first to be picked from the crowd muahaahahhaa! Someone was a little man-sluttt, had to resort to taking off his shirt. Haihh guess some people are just pro enough to keep their shirts on and win the tickets? ;D

So the concert is in Sunway Lagoon on the 15August. Yes, I was prepared to go for it eventhough it would have been the exact same day trials started(just found out about school closing down few days ago). But c'mon, HOOBASTANK, ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS and BOYS LIKE GIRLS. All at Malaysia, at the same time, same place, for FREE of CHARGE!! Erm, worth it?

Alot of other shit has happened, and I seriously feel like spilling my guts here. What's the point of a diary when I can't say what's really happening deep inside. I know what the fcuk I want outta life but something's stopping me, holding me back. This, that, all these shit, it's called problems, un-made decisions, guilt? Take me back to the time when I was just contented with my life. No, I love my life now, really. It's just, fine I'm selfish. Can I just be more contented?