Earth Hour

Hey guys, been meaning to post this up about a month ago so I better do it now, the earlier the better.





Everybody PLEASE watch, PLEASE understand, PLEASE spread the news.

Been wanting to have a nicer (pro-er) post about this issue and I will when I can. It is something I feel really strongly about. If you can't wait for my post, please do not hesitate to go down to the websites

Earth Hour.org or the Malaysia site, Earth Hour.org.my

Just a click away. Read all you can about it to understand. If possible, why not try more than one hour? Why not two, four, eight? What the heck is stopping us...We should not only attempt to save our planet in one hour of one year, but all year round. Anyways,

Saturday, MARCH28, 8.30pm-9.30pm

Over 74 other countries and territories have pledged their support to Earth Hour.
Why can't you?

A month of you

So people actually noticed that my blog has been dead, and apparently if I don't update it I'm gonna get kicked out of the family. Gosh, so they'd rather me stay at home and blog than go out with them huh. Well has it been that long? It's only been........ *checking*

Holy #!*$ ! One month and one day??? Ohmygosh I thought it was 2weeks max.

Reasons for not updating? Well, its been a fun... month. *Still amazed that its been a month* Though maybe I pushed it a bit too much. Freaking seriously, as soon as I reach home, do homework then sleep(or should I say, do hw halfway then sleep). Hardly was at home, and when I am, sleeping or too tired to use the computer, then go out again. When you people did see me online, its to on my music and do my homework. That's also the reason for the lack of chatting online.

Sorry friends ):

Erm what have I been up to?

Everyday after school at AC, then Lepaq, Breakers and Hartamas Square. MOS 2 weeks in a row (Thursday ladies night!), Poppy's the other night, Pyramid, shisha, mamaks, swimming, sitting my butt in taxi's and cars here and there and money flying away.
New friends, old friends rekindled, new memories always leaving room for more. Laughing, hugging, bitching, heart to heart talks, annoyance, pain, confusion, love.

I wanna sum up my february month with pics but, look at the time. Study and sleepy time. Muacks.

Yes, I'm still alive.

Cause I'm broken

Found this while surfing the net,

Week 4
Mommy, I am only 4 mm long, but I have some of my organs like my eyes and a spinal cord. I love the vibrations whenever you speak. Every time I feel it, I wave my arm and leg buds. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. And my heart is beating too, just like yours...

Week 8
Mommy, if you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I have tiny fingers and toes now. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. I only weigh a gram. It is so nice and warm in here.

Week 12
You know what Mommy? I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Week 16
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I look more like you now. My eyes and ears are in place. I spend alot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Week 20
I can hear you clearly Mommy. Every single word you say, your laughter, your cries...

I know you went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He's wrong. He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby...

I think and feel. You felt me too, Mommy, you felt me moving inside of you. You cried whenever you felt that. And also when the doctor said abortion.
Abortion?
Mommy, what's that?

Week 24
Mommy I can see now, my eyes are finally open!!

But I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. He keeps saying the word abortion. Mommy, you haven't tell me what's that? Mommy... huh...

... something is intruding my home.... ow...

The doctor called it a needle...Mommy what's happening? It hurts! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! Help...

(two days later)

My home... Its smaller now. Tighter. I feel suffocated. Mommy, what's wrong?
Am I suppose to come out now? Huh... Ouch!

What's that? Its pulling my legs down. Am I suppose to come out? Its hurting me. The evil man called it a forcep. Its painful Mommy. He's pulling me out of you. But I'm not ready Mommy...

...

Mommy, I'm out. I'm out. I can breathe freely now. I can see you. You saw me too. You're crying Momm..

(The evil man inserts scissors into the base of the skull while the baby is still alive, breathing, and the scissors blades are spread apart to create an opening. A suction catheter is placed into the opening and the brain is sucked out. The skull collapses and it (he) is removed.)

Week 28
Mommy, I am okay. I am in the Almighty's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. I forgive you Mommy.

He told me about my father. And about the time he raped you. I forgive him too, Mommy.

But why didn't you want me Mommy?
Why?

I love you Mommy.
And you could have loved me too, if you had given me the chance.

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never feel.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

I'm against murder. Are you?

This story is entirely fictional, but the horrific procedures are not.
It is one of many abortion procedures that are being carried out today.
This baby was fortunate, at least he was able to see the world, though briefly.

Others are not, some are simply denied blood supply and suffocate to death, some are cut by a surgical knife into many pieces to be suctioned out of the uterus and some are simply crushed to death with forceps and are removed from the uterus in pieces.

Abortion equates to murder, denying someone a chance to live.

There are other choices for unwanted and unplanned pregnancies. And abortion should not be one of them.
There is help.
Give life a chance.

PLEASE spread the message by re-posting this in your blog or forward this via email.



Jumper - Third Eye Blind

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again I would understand
I would understand
The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know somethings wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away

If i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) - E.e Cummings

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


Love Is Enough - William Morris

Love is enough: though the world be a-waning,
And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,
Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover
The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder,
Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder,
And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over,
Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter:
The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter.
These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

William Shakespeare

"Love comforteth like sunshine after rain."

"So long as I can breathe or I can see, so long lives your love which gives life to me."

"So dear I love him that with him, all deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life."

"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."

"And when he shall die, take him and cut him out into little stars. And he will make the face of heaven so fine, that all the world shall fall in love with night, and pay no worship to the garish sun."

"I love thee, I love but thee; with a love that shall not die; till the sun grows cold and the stars grow old."

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

If hate is such a strong word, then why do we toss around love like it's nothing?

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend.

When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me.

Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine.


"Life with you is like a dream. It was my hope and my reason to live. Everything about you helps me believe. That nothing matters but you in love with me."

Happy CNY !

So guys, how do you like the new font and colors?

Go purple! Hehe.

Happy CNY guys! Year of the cow, moo moo moo ~ Gosh, I saw these ADORABLE cow slippers yesterday. It had a cow on it, and the straps had a milk bottle on it and it was purple! But the size was really small, like for kids. Kids get all the nice stuff...

Anyways, it's been a crazy week. Unexpectedly celebrated CNY.

Friday after school went for the cheerleading tryouts. Freaking messed up but didn't matter, since they all couldn't make a decision and would hold another tryout next time. Met up with Jay, Dino and their gang at AC for pool. At night went to SupperClub at Hartama's, worst clubbing experience ever so far.

Next day went to D'Haven at Bangsar with Sam, Pardeep and Jay. Also stopped by Mango Mania weeee. Then we all went to Jay's for his family dinner. Sent Sam back home and Pardeep dropped us of at the Lrt and took it to Kelana Jaya for the street party. First time that I drank till I vomited :X Well, only cause I knew no matter what there was someone to take care of me.

On Sunday went to my aunt's house for reunion, though the food this year wasn't that great. Hopefully the next dinner will be nice, with more of my relatives! Gamble! But atleast my darling nephew and nieces were there. But this year instead of playing hide&seek or the other funny games, we played ps2! Yeesh, lucky kids ( I told you they get all the good stuff! ) They actually brought their ps3 but we played with the ps2. COD3 and dragonball.

Freaking cute anot?

You wanna see the future pro gamer?

Haih, he keeps saying killing games and assasin... what happened to power rangers and ultraman? After whooping their asses, went over to Qiqi's house to watch Kyle XY. Then got a call from Reuben and Siew Lee, just coming over to my house.

So they came over and we catched up, then they said wanted to go mamak eat. Saw Zhiji and another guy outside my house and they asked us to go shisha. Followed their car, drove all the way to Kota Kemuning and stopped infront of a huge house, went into the house and saw a bunch of guys there. Talk about inappropriately dressed, from chilling at home to going mamak to shisha to a huge house with random guys to drinking. They also had shisha but it sucked. Downed a couple of chivas.

12am deng deng happy cny!

Went back to the same place the next night, was expecting the same people but turned out to be more guys. So we were just chilling, and making oranges explode. Suddenly someone said sarcastically that Adrian's party blablabla, and I was like.. this is a party? So apparently I went to a party without even knowing it was a party. Finally got down to drinking at 2am. Downed a shitload of green label and that will be my first and last time because green label sucks nuts. Sorry that I disappointed you guys about not flashing at the 'cctv' this time. Hehe. And gosh I miss maplestory!

Finally had a break on Tuesday, 4 nights in a row was enough. Stayed at home the whole day. Wednesday had plans in the afternoon to meet up with Jovi, Christopher and his friends at Klang for karaoke but guess we have to postpone. Take care of yourself and your sister yea? But plans with Sam and Pardeep was still on! Pardeep picked me up around 6pm, exchanged my can of beer for his KFC cheesywedges wooo! Went to AC and he teached me how to foos, and beat all those other foos players, that's my sifu!! After foos, headed to the Curve. Met up with Joel, Sam and Kyle at Sanctuary. Then the guys left and came back with two of Sam's friends, sorry I'm not sure how to spell their names. Shisha-ed (not me, I had enough for now) and played cho dai di then went back to Sanctuary for the Ice Bar, and free flow since it was ladies night. No dance floor, boo!

Thursday, didn't know if I should go to Yee Sam's party, in the end didn't. Sorry ): Instead hanged out with Khairi, Safia and Nadine at Pyramid. Saw Zenvern and Shaegan there too and talked for awhile. Basically the whole day was at Forever21 and Safia, Nadine and me having a girl talk in KFC. Had cheesywedges again weeee! Last minute plan to go straight to MOS from Pyramid with Sam, Evelyn, Wai Keat (sorry if its wrong), Timothy and the other guys. It was ladies night, no cover charge and danced our asses off! While dancing got a call from Zhiji, he was there too! Met up with him, SiewLee and Reuben for awhile. Ohgosh I love the dancefloor(vibrates!), the smoke, the lights, the Dj. Hahaha freaking Ja-kun here. Can't wait for many more times there. Next time I will dress appropriately, not a denim skirt and tanktop. If I had knew that we were confirmed I would have prepared okay!

Today's Friday, woke up today from Chee Hui's call. Got up, showered and went to Jing Yu's party with him. Ate FREAKINGALOT. Sorry to Jing Yu that I couldn't eat more, last night after MOS ate ruffles, ham sandiwch and chicken wings then sleep, then go your house and eat again! But I tapau-ed back the food, she and her mom were very happy about that. After we ate finally got down to gambling! Blackjack, poker and in-between. So weird, last year won RM93 at in-between at the same party, but this year lose like crazy at in-between. But made up for it in blackjack and especially poker! Won every single round, poker poker queen :D

Why am I bragging so much, won rm48 only okay. But better than losing so yeah, I should be happy (:

Sorry to Pardeep that I didn't play foos with you today ): Next Friday yea kor?
Hmm, found out today that I don't really have a favourite food. Isn't that kinda impossible? I love and enjoy all types of food. It might seem like you think that for example, cheesywedges is my fave food but there are many many more. Bratwusrt sausage, unagi, porkchops, whipped potato, pasta, fish, wan tan mee, char siew fan, sandwiches, bacon, pork belly, baby back ribs, steak, doublecheeseburgers, cashew nuts, ruffles, cookies, icecream, fudge brownies, marshmallows, hellopanda, caramel corn...
Ahh the list goes on.

Sugar, oh honey honey, you are my candy girl, and you got me wanting youuuu!
Sorry, the song just came up on itunes. Did I mention I have 700+ archiecomics? Yeah the last time I counted, don't worry I stopped collecting! But I still got all of them here at home, anyone wanna borrow? Glad to :D

Education fair yesterday at Midvalley was a letdown. Shopping at Midvalley was a total letdown. Atleast I got to hang out with Chee Hui after so long, and Mabel too :D Played pool, ohyeah I got better. I love pool xD Ate at secret recipe, me and Mable shared a kids meal! Kids meal rocks! Battling over chicken or beef, beef won :D Didn't watch a movie there, instead came back to my house and watched a dvd at my place, Rocker, nice movie. Kinda sad though eventhough its a comedy.
Slept over at Qi's (: 3rd time was the charm! Could finally sleep in her room, guess I was just tired. Woke up and went for brunch with the family (OMG). At BellyGood!!! I preferred the name Wendy's Bistro but I guess the new name is better to advertise that the place sells pork. YUMMY! Shared between all of them the mushroom soup, garlic cheese bread, sundried cheese & tomato pita, 2 sandwiches, pork belly and the new babybackribs with 3 scoops of Movenpick ice-cream, brownie with vanila ice cream and ice-cream cake! Once again, PORK BELLY! zomghaxbbqsossss~

Got a haircut after, FRIGGIN SHORT MY FRINGE. Better grow man, now school need to tie it up & everyone will be staring at my pimples, greaat. So tied up my fringe and went to Pyramid to meet with Mabel for ice-skating. Who knew these 3 guys would also follow behind her! Made new friends again! Jay, Timothy and Ivan. All of us skated, fun but pain >< And I DIDN'T FALL this time! Eventhough Mabel pushed me as I was making my way out of the exit, and in the end SHE fell in her dress! Muahahahha! Still love you laaa.

Then she left me ): and the guys agreed to send me back home. Freaking deja vu, *refer to last post*. And instead of a crystal shop, they brought me shopping! Hahaha. Ohyes, nice car (:

Melanie and Daniel are boarding into the plane now T__T And Mabel is leaving 2mrw. Stupid Australia, grrrr.

Sleep, now! Was doing hw but ffk it la. Assembly 2mrw, cement step thing! :D Gosh, wonder when this stupid feeling stops. *cement step thing! weeee* Not tonight apparently, lalala.

Yeah, I was a Skinny Bitch today. Thanks for the shirt again Bianca~

Friday's are nice (:

Got to be a happy happy girl today, cause I saw *ahem* :D This is why I love asiacafe ~
After hanging out with Chai Leng, Chen Ji, Tiffany, Mabel, Adriz and Daniel in the canteen, moved them to AC, but why Daniel went missing ))): Met up with Krystal and Amanda for awhile. Wanted to play pool but they had to jet.

Fast forward to me and Mabel getting a taxi, asking the guy wether Pyramid can, him saying okay, us getting in the taxi, him driving from school to Taylor's there and him saying traffic jam lah cannot, no charge. Wtff, I ask u for a reason wether Pyramid can right =.=
Fast forward to us getting another taxi and it was seriously the best taxi experience, haha like a bunch of chinapeks man. Taking taxi with Mabel is damn fun.

So we sat down besides the ice-skating rink, saw Kwan Yee, and then Shaun! Last minute decided to go inside and skate as well. Then I saw Shaun leaving, but then I saw Jovi!! He was going in also (: Skated with Mabel, and I was frigging happy that I never fell, until when they wanted to clean the rink, and I was gonna go just one more round, THEN I fell. Thankgod didnt get my clothes wet. So waited half an hour and went back in again, then Mabel left me T_T So in the end I hanged out with Jovi and his friends, Christopher, Marcell and Lam? Haha not sure if I spelled it right. Kwan Yee tried to teach me how to break, but I'm such a noob, impossible for now. Grr Jovi and Christopher kept trying to push me down in the rink, I feel freaking bad for swearing so much... infront of little kids and everyone else. Stupid Katherine, must learn from my mistakes and watch out, control myself ><

Teman-ed the guys to eat dinner at Sakae Sushi after skating. Still saw the pro skating after dinner, wahhh! Dunnoe how ppl can tahan skating that long. Ohyes, thanks Christopher for belanja-ing me unagi and hot ocha! And these guys ah, brought me to .... a crystal shop. Because someone wanted to buy an aquamarine crystal for himself? Lol, weird la these guys, but damn funny and lame! *OCHAAA! :D * Hanged in Pyramid till 9pm, they sent me back home! Yayy, no bus for me today (:

Realized how tired I was when I reached Home Sweet Home, out the whole day walking back and forth AC and school, and ice-skated after how many years and walked around Pyramid with my stupid school bag. Gonna go continue reading The Diary of Anne Frank, been busy with school and such! Then I can finally start reading Nefertiti that Tze Yang borrowed me. How's America, fool? (;

Today's choice of clothes, ultimately fave denim shorts and Heineken T-shirt, with my school pony tail.

Tomorrow MidValley? Nights ~




I do still think about you, though I shouldn't right.
What's become of us.
What's become of you.